Disclaimer - I want to describe my sexual behavior but by doing so I could accidentally trigger somebody, so if you are still at the beginning better skip it. My fetish is nudism. Ideally, I would be naked all the time. Every year I spent at least 2-3 weeks in a nudist camp. It is liberating, yes also natural! The feeling I feel when I can be naked 24/7 is ecstatic. And everybody is naked. It is like paradise really. I was wondering how on earth is not anybody into nudism? For me, people which are wearing bathing suits were just plain idiots. I was really feeling pity for them as I walked through their camp (which is next to the nudist resort). The problem is that I was (am still) too fixed on the sexual aspect of being naked. With all my girlfriends, we made erotic and sexy images of ourselves on nude beaches. After I came back home, I started gradually posting them online. Now the internet is full of them. There is no way back. The damage is done. There are luckily mostly softcore. Nobody that I know of noticed them so far, or they did but didn't tell. At home, I would look for hours and hours for pictures of nudist woman and couples (and most of the time find myself and my girlfriends on the internet) The images that turned me on are mostly softcore amateur photos of nudists that had no idea that their pictures would end on the internet. Once I even found images of me and my girlfriend that some voyeur, a peeping Tom took in secret. Instead of being shocked that really turned me on. I wished at that time maybe he took more of them. Also, I would post my nudist pictures again and again - whenever I would feel horny. Then I would read the comments and get aroused. I still don't know how to conquer my addiction to nudism. I will stop looking at porn obviously, but I want to remain a nudist. A normal one.