"Not-so-Straight" Honest Journal

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by billiammn, Aug 13, 2016.

  1. billiammn

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    I hate this feeling because It comes so strongly but anyways
    I wanna be fucked like a little slut.

    but hooking up with random guys are very dangerous in my view, so I often use dildo or fingers....
    really need to stop fingering myself..

    STOP THIS INSANITY!!!
    AND I AM SORRY FOR THOSE WORDS!
     
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  2. DiogoFSantos

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    Thats right bro, but you instead of a "fake f*ck", go out, try to know new people...with masturbation and fake stuff you're only fooling yourself and you're even worse, more depressed, and down...
     
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  3. IGY

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    Real sex is preferable to fake sex, but why is it dangerous from your point of view? Do you mean psychologically Bill? :confused:
     
  4. billiammn

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    @IGY
    because hookups, they can be dangerous people, maybe trying to drug me etc.
    maybe not treat me well, just fuck me harsh like a bitch instead of what I can take etc.

    @DiogoFSantos
    But I am afraid of STD etc, rough sex, possible drug addicts, :/
     
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    Day 2

    played some games and it actually helps to spend no time on porn.
    still not productive at all.

    I am happy I am on track again :3
     
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  6. DiogoFSantos

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    Hey bro!

    But there is good people too!
    And no one is saying that you need to go with the first you meet, bro! Its time to know people and, eventually, start something good.
     
  7. Dont beat yourself up, continue and keep trying :)
     
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  8. billiammn

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    had dream of having sex with my friend I met yesterday after 10 years.
    he is hot....
     
  9. D . J .

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    Progress... there was no PMO involved.
     
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    @DiogoFSantos

    I was trapped in thoughts
    But I am in good control agora.
    Obrigado:)

    Day 1.5 completed
     
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  13. billiammn

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    DAY 1

    I watched sooooo many episodes of the Vikings, the tv series.
    I enjoyed it a lot :)
     
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    keep it going! thanks for tracking your progress!
     
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  15. billiammn

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    went to 8 days and relapsed :D
    will start again :D

    it is Day 2 now
     
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    Hope you're doing well, man.
     
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  18. billiammn

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    I am back.
    I bought a chastity device but I have a key so...
    but still I am hoping it makes me not to touch myself.

    .

    I will be 28 from tomorrow.

    I need to be changed now. like literally.
    I need to, I have to.
    Many things happened this year, mostly good things.
    But I am constantly addicted to porn and it makes my mind and body extremely weak.
    I really need to change and I will do it.

    I am not a boy anymore.
    :)
     
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  19. D . J .

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    Welcome back.
     
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  20. billiammn

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    Day 1

    I became 28 today.
    feels like grandpa now.

    I watched some videos on breathing and porn on brain as well.
    I will fight this monster ;)

    I can do it.
     

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