Hi, first of all sorry for my bad english speaking.. I used to fap on porn a lot when I was 15-18 years old, I had my first girl friend during that time, and I did my first time with her, couldn't get an orgasm.. Tried some time again, and still no orgasm. We broke up few months after. After that I reached 18 year old, I started smoking, partying a lot, I never had real problem to met a girl, kiss her, and get her in my bed. But each time the same problem appear, no erection or no orgasm. And now, I am 20 years old and I never had an orgasm with a woman.. I stopped smoking during last 3 months, my study are fine, I'm doing work out for more than one year now, playing guitar. All seem fine, but I feel empty inside me, what would be the meaning of all of that if I can't have a proper sex with a girl ? So now I decided to go for that nofap journey, to quit my last demon, but a huge one, I didn't really watch hard porn, but lot of classic erotic porn, and for last 6 months, I spent some money on online webcam. Online webcam seems to be an harder addiction to me, I already tried to quit all of that, porn was simple, but some time it appears I go for fap on a camgirl, then I'm thinking like "am I really paying a girl to do that ??", then mainly because I'm excited, I go watch a porn, but I do it fast, and then I feel so bad inside me... Sorry for my bad bad english I hope you still understand me! I will write each morning for 90 days, practicing more meditation, working more, and do everything well, it will also be a good way to improve my english haha!