Nightfall on 7th day of monk mode

Hi Guys,

I would like to share my experience. This 7 days were very hard for me. As withdrawl symptoms was at the peak, i was getting enough sleep but had heavy head all the time, less concentration, weakness in the body. It was like hell.

But today i had nightfall, it is feeling so good, feeling relaxed.

I realised that nature wants to keep us pleasurable all the moment, just we have to be patient and wait for the time.

So don't go against the nature of human beings, we are not made for PM. We are here to live the life as it is.

I am resetting my counter. As i want to be fully free of the things which i acquired with time. As last time i had 113 days streak but it seems not that it was no useful. So from now on whenever i do a little mischeif or nightfall anything, i will reset the counter, that won't give me false hope that i am recovering.