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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by alex8081, Feb 25, 2017.

  1. alex8081

    alex8081 New Fapstronaut

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    JUST WANT TO SHARE.

    I'm 18 and started doing P with M at the early age of 13, had only 3 sexual experience with my ex girlfriend. I just discovered that I have already PIED last Jan but took time to officially start my NoFap&Porn journey which was just last 20th of Feb and I already have this bitter-sweet feeling in me. I keep on motivating myself that I need truly need this therapy to better off my life and health, but urges are everywhere shit. My teenage hormones keeps on tempting me every single time. Hot girls at school, porn scenes flashbacks, even that Bruno Mar's Versace song gives me a small amount of horny feelings. I can feel a little erection down there every time these scenarios occur and I'm afraid if this feelings will delay my erectile improvement and just wasted my current 6 days streak (is it?). I don't know if I just need an assurance coming from people who have the same prob that all of these are normal for starters or what. I just don't wanna spend the rest of my 90 days no PMO target with anxieties and doubts.
    Anyway, since I started I haven't had relapse yet and wasn't planning until the 90th day (yeah I know I'm too ambitious). I really wanna recover fast and live a normal life again but this time porn-free one. So far I am being consume by these urges to masturbate, so I decided to join in this online organization in order to have a support group and help me to relieve all my worries and implant in my brain that I'm not the only one who's undergoing the same shit porn has brought to me.
     
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