New Years Resolution

Hey Everyone!

My name is Stephen and I am 20 years old. Unfortunately, I have suffered from porn addiction and excessive masturbation since I was about 9 years old. It didn't really affect my sex life at the beginning however now, in my 20s, I have noticed what seems to be numerous problems in regard to my sex life:

1) What seems to be a smaller 'external member' (seems to be more contracted throughout the day)

2) Not as strong erections. I haven't had a rock hard erection in years. Enough for penetration but nothing like a Rhino's horn.

3) Requiring some really kinky stuff during sex because the norm just doesn't cut it for me anymore

4) Erections disappearing as soon as stimulation is gone (within seconds)

5) No morning wood

Im reaching out to individuals in this forum to see if anyone has had anything similar to myself. And if so, how they managed to overcome it and how long? Right now I'm 110% committed to rebooting myself and look for any advice possible. Thanks!