New Guy 26

Hi there people.

I always had a great cock. Sex in my 20s was awesome. Always hard. Then I broke up with my girlfriend. I was watching porn at the time and used to masturbate as well but no problems.
Then after the break up I continued masturbating when I experienced a very sudden loss of libido. It was almost like the energy had fly away.

Many years later the FAP went on and went on. Then I had a second relationship and I can say the sex was pretty much ok. Hard as a rock and tough at bed.

Then I went a journey in which I practised holding my urges firstly for one month and then for two months and finally I made it up to two months twice if I am not mistaken.

That is good. But after masturbating again a bit, here and then my cock seems tired than ever. I am a bit depressed (going throught the early 30s crisis) so I dont know.

My brain is wired to porn way to much.
All I know is that I need to become a normal human being again.
And thankfully for the first time in my life i feel Im progressing. But its a slow and painfull process. But this pain is actually the pain of realization.

Think about it. when you feel pain (I mean psychologican in this particular case) you know that healing is around the corner.

To be honest I do believe that the two months lack of porn and fap helped my penis but the poor guy has been through a lot with me ...(sorry little guy).

Also I need to state.....that before two days I became familiar with the actual exposed dickhead. I had phimosis all this time and did not had a clue. So I am actually exploring my sexual identity now. (How crazy is that???)

Good luck guys and remember.

When NoFap, hair grows back (personal experience), confidence goes up, and....
it is just natural NOT to FAP al THE FREAKING TIME.....

...PS: Penis...please forgive me......