Thanks to Old Growth, I have found my way to this new community. I deliberated coming here as I was unsure if joining yet another online support board was the best way for me to go, but in the end, I felt to solidify my new focus, it would be the right move. I am 54 yrs old (Yikes, it is hard to read that!) I have been actively trying to quit porn for 17 years now with absolutely no success whatsoever. During those 17 years, my cycles has been in the 7-10 day range for 99% of the time. I have surpassed 30 days only about 6 times total. Old Growth has been a source of inspiration for me. I plan on committing daily to posting my journal online daily (I have a blog which I will be reposting here daily) #2 is I am revamping my spiritual life. This addiction has really ripped that part of my life away. #3 is the elimination of compulsive porn and masturbation. My definition of this will also include intentional searching . On the board that I came from we called this MC or Middle Circle. In its simplest form, it is intentionally clicking on links that is taking me a step closer to porn. Oddly enough, this daily commitment was tested on this very site in one of the other forums. There was a thread there basically inviting us to google some model. I resisted the urge to click. I look forward to the support here and will be offering what I can for support also. In my next few posts I will repost from my blog over to this journal. Today is only Day 5, but already I am making positive changes forward.