New but Not new!!

Whats good, i am AG also known as "Off The Train", and here on nofap i had an account as Mistafit, of which i no longer have access to lol, and its wild to read my prevoius attempt at nofap but also it is a reminder to me that progress can happen and that this is a very serious issue as well.

I have vlogged quite a bit on YT over the last couple of years trying to shake this habit and here i am still trying to shake this addiction, so what better way than to return to the source and get down to some serious change. I will continue to vlog as well as update here my progress, i seriously need a reliable accountability partner for this as i have the tendency to allow stupid things in life to throw me off my square and need someone to at least push reality back in my face.

With my post from my Mistafit days i hadnt even reached 40 years of age yet lol, now going on 42 this shit has got to stop!!! Im married now, have come face to face with my old beliefs about myself and still very much apathetic(no emotions), im seeing a therapist as of this post and on medical leave from a mental breakdown. I carry a real life "dont give a fuck" state in me, and its not an attitude, it is the best way i can describe my lack of feeling, it stems from the apathy, this shit's got to go as well...


Here's to progress...

PS, dont be a stranger, im a cool cat, too old and to apathetic to stress about anything.

"Be Safe, Be Sober, Be Strong, Next Stop!!!"