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New Beginning NoFap Day 1 (Journal)

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Mohammed Nazir, Mar 20, 2017.

  1. Mohammed Nazir

    Mohammed Nazir New Fapstronaut

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    Hey my name is Mohammed
    I'm currently 16 years old and live in Canada
    My state of mind is not always in the safest environment, considering that the kids in my school are very inappropriate and talk about very sexual things
    Im currently suffering from depression and anxiety because im scared to every do it again
    It has taking over my whole life and its time to take it back
    This problem has completely changed the way i think
    and I wish I had never clicked the link that brought me to this problem
    I really hope i can stop this horrid addiction both mental and physical PMO
    Im ready to quit for life and i never want to go back

    Sincerely Mohammed
     
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  2. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

    How are you progressing today?

    What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
     
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  3. Mohammed Nazir

    Mohammed Nazir New Fapstronaut

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    Omg i feel worthless
    i feel like I've lost something
    something that matters
    i feel so bad and sick i cant help keeping in my anger
    the reason why i did not continue my journal is because i relapsed
    and even no matter time i said i wont i did
    but this time it felt worthless like it have no value to me
    it didnt feel good i was just forced to do it
     
  4. Mohammed Nazir

    Mohammed Nazir New Fapstronaut

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    once i did it I couldnt take the shame so i quit nofap
    but my friend supported me and told me to come back
    Well today will be the last time i will ever think of masterbating
    im ready to take my life back
    and not feel worthless
    im tired of being controlled
    and i will do everything i can to prevent this event ever happening again
    Day 1
     
  5. UnCleverUser

    UnCleverUser Fapstronaut

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    @Mohammed Nazir Glad to have you here! I just joined recently. Keep that friend of yours close that supported you! I didn't have the benefit of that. @D.J. has always bee really helpful. Don't lose hope
     
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  6. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    @Mohammed Nazir, today will not be the last time you think of masturbating. One of the wisest things you can do is be honest with yourself. There will be many, many more days you will think of M'ing, the question is will you choose to do it?

    What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
     
  7. markuskuenzli

    markuskuenzli Fapstronaut

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    Hi Mohammed

    I'm happy for you that you've come to accept your addiction at a young age. I wish I would've been just half as wise and mature as you are, when I was 16. I've been an addict for more than 10 years, making it very hard to quit.

    Sorry to ask, but do you have professional help regarding your depression and anxiety disorder?

    I hope we can stay in contact, you can read my introduction here. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/newbie-needs-help-and-support.96677/
     

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