Never can beat 3 fucking days! :(

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by llortaton, Mar 20, 2019.

  1. llortaton

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    I can never fucking get past 3 days! I always lie to myself, always decieve! I'm always like, "oh just 1 video won't hurt.' Then I end up masturbating and feeling guilty afterwards. I have a to do list, when I get urges which is to do pushups till exhaustion, listen to music, etc. But when I get urges, They're very slight, I get a slight urge to go to porn, and when i do go to porn, that is when it all changes. I go in with a " fuck it" type attitude, and masturbate. Then I'm like , "why the fuck did I do that?" Then I repeat. WHAT DO I DO?!? I DONT KNOW HOW TO END THIS PATTERN OF ONCE EVERY THREE DAYS. THIS IS RUINING MY LIFE! IVE BEEN TRYING TO QUIT FOR A LONG TIME ALMOST 3 MONTHS, AND I CAN'T GET PAST 3 DAYS!!! IVE MADE IT TO 4, BUT WHEN I REALIZE THAT ITS DAY 3 I FAP, FOR JUST THE FACT ITS DAY 3! ILL NEVER BE SUCCESSFUL IF I CONTINUE THIS. THIS HAS GIVEN ME SOCIAL FEAR, AND HAS CAUSED ME TO MANUALLY BREATHE AROUND OTHERS, AND TRY TO HOLD MY BREATH SO THAT THEY DON'T HEAR IT. MY MOM LEFT, IDK WHERE SHE WENT! MY HOUSE IS STRESSFUL, LIVING WITH MY DAD WHO'S MAD ALL THE TIME! THIS ADDICTION HAS OFFICIALLY TAKEN ME OVER, IAM NOT THE SAME PERSON! I NEED HELP, CAN SOMEBODY WHO IS ACTIVE ON THIS SITE GO THROUGH 1 WEEK WITH ME?!? Enough with the caps, but can someone be there for me, if you have discord, or maybe we can talk through here? I need to end this! I will run at the enemy like a gladiator in shining bronze armor, with a sharp sword, strongly grasped in my hand. I will run at my enemy, like a lioning, charging at full speed, like a lion with a thick coat, LIKE A ANGEL WITH A BOW, AIMING AT PORN'S HEAD. HELP ME, IF I WENT 7 DAYS, I'D BE FUCKING RELIEVED! PLEASEEE HELP! IAM ANOTHER BIOLOGICAL ORGANISM IN NEED. THANK YOU FOR READING, SRRY FOR CAPS. ;(
     
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  2. sgtsj

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    Yep I am the same, I'm going to try like hell to beat the urges this time man, I want to go at least two weeks before I jack again
     
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  3. llortaton

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    How many days your longest? Also, give me tips for urges. Please?
     
  4. sgtsj

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    My longest was 7 days, lol alot of push ups, my mistake happened because I usually don't wear anything to bed, I got aroused got up to do push ups and as I was doing those became even more aroused then like you I said fuck it and took things into my hands, this time I have a pair a shorts by the bed so when I get up to do push-ups I put them on hopefully I'll make my two week goal this time
     
  5. LinkUp

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    I beat two days so far. y dont we team up and no one is allowed to relapse
     
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  6. sgtsj

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    Sounds good to me
     
  7. llortaton

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    Thanks bro. How do your urges come? Mine are weak, so weak that I don't have to do pushups, then I GI to porn site, and then I go with a "fuck it" and I fap. Even if they are weak, should I do pushups? THIS TIME, ILL DO PUSHUPS. AND I WILL MAKE IT 2 WEEKS. WANNA DO THIS TOGETHER BRO? I CAN DO IT WITH YOU. do you have discord? If not, its okay, let's message each other everyday for the next 2 weeks, k?
     
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  8. llortaton

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    Alright, all three of us will team up, okay? Let's go 2 weeks!
    :)
     
  9. sgtsj

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    My thing is I have a habit of edging I've always done that and yes I love porn and jacking, so I do edge but as I get close I have to do the physical exercise of some kind
     
  10. LinkUp

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    I totally understand y people relapse. its becuz mentally people think their penis / testicle ball sac is going to explode. I totally understand. I actually feel like im getting tortured if i dont wank off here and there because i feel like my thing is being inflated with too much juice. Sorry for the descriptions guys. ik we are all sensitive here ;)
    but the bottom line is, its not true, nothing bad will happen if u dont fap. although it feels like a nuclear explosion may occur, nothing will happen. so sorz peeps. hope i help u escape ur addictionz
     
  11. sgtsj

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    I don't know what discord is is it an app or something
     
  12. sgtsj

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    I rather talk like I normally do why talk around things it's all good and real life
     
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  13. LinkUp

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    okay guys, so now that we are a team, is this going to be our main thread to stay in touch, to motivate each other? And i got an idea, if one guy relapses, everyone has to relapse, so the pressure is on!
     
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  14. sgtsj

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    I'm good with whatever you guys decide,
     
  15. LinkUp

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    to tell u the truth, i think its unfair if everyone relapses just because of one guy, i take that back. And discord is a computer app which people use to talk, like instant text and stuff. u dont have to use ur real name, just a username.
     
  16. llortaton

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    Its an app, very popular for gamers
     
  17. sgtsj

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    Cool you guys decide I'll try to download that if that's what you want
     
  18. LinkUp

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    i think that we are going strong right now, we have one guy at 3 days, me at 2 days, and you at wtv, i dont see ur counter, but were going strong.
     
  19. llortaton

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    Link, you fucking genius! Great idea! :) Minimum 1 post per day,for the next 2 weeks. And who knows?maybe more people will join! Also I failed like 30 mins ago on day 3.
     
  20. llortaton

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    Should we use discord? Do you think it will be easier?
     

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