NEVER AGAIN VOL 1

Discussion in 'Uncategorized Reboot Logs' started by Relationship Rebooter, Aug 20, 2018.

  1. Relationship Rebooter

    Relationship Rebooter Fapstronaut

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    For who it may concern, I’m 18 with a porn addiction that’s caused PIED. I’ve been addicted for about 4 years and luckily I’ve caught it earlier then people in their twenties. I noticed my addiction when I had sex with my gf and could not reach orgasm and took rough handjob by her to make me cum. I never used lube and had death grip. I joined NoFap July 6 and have had 5 relapses since Aug 10. I am now on 10 day Streak NO P or M. I’ll be posting here everyday or every few days to log and post feelings and progress or strategies to avoid relapse. Feel free to reply with questions or encouragement. I’m here for anyone who needs to talk as well.

    Streak : 10 days
    Porn : 10 Days
    M : 10 Days
    PMO : 10 Days
    Goal : 90 Days + Resolve DE. (Delayed Ejaculation )
     
    Last edited: Aug 20, 2018
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    Logging in again Day 12, Flatline has hit and I’m feeling a hint of depression but I know it will pass. Porn has my dopamine centers outta wack and so use to dumping energy into orgasm for temporary pleasure. I’m feeling disinterested in a lot of things no longer have the drive to view porn or masterbate. My brain is trying to rationalize masterbation for the sake of confirming I can still even feel down there but I will not. I have relapsed many times with that mindset. I’m gonna use the flatline to my advantage and easily pass days because I have no drive to watch porn and masterbate.

    Streak : 12days
    Porn : 12 Days
    M : 12 Days
    PMO : 12 Days
    Goal : 90 Days + Resolve DE. (Delayed Ejaculation
     
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  3. JoePineapples

    JoePineapples Fapstronaut

    Good stuff. We're different ages, but at a similar stage in our journey. Good luck in yours, you seem to have a great attitude.
     
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    Logging in again Day 13 overall feel really well that I’m actually staying committed to never going back to PMO. My Penis now looks healthier an and no longer shriveled. Urges seems to have subsided because of flatline which is great. NoFap really is a lifestyle change for me, I would spend so much time on Porn it became a routine, it controlled me. I was a slave to orgasm and never knew it. I love NoFap it causes you to face your problems directly and really get to know your true self. I feel a confidence boost knowing I make my decisions not my body. One powerful thing that stuck with me was “how many times have you put someone in a sexual scenario? How long have you been a slave to your sexual desires? When was the last time you had your own fantasy instead of false porn plots? Stay Strong People we can beat this. In the meanwhile take on something new you’ve never done. Ask that girl out get to know her
    Ask that guy out get to know him
    Take on Fitness
    Learn a new language. Reinvent yourself. For me I got a new haircut got my ears pierced and got a small tattoo. I’m still the same person with a slight difference. You cannot change if you’re still wallowing in the same path and old habits of when you were in PMO Hell. Binging video games and non positive reinforcements will bring you right back.

    Streak : 13 days
    Porn : 13 Days
    M : 13 Days
    PMO : 13 Days
    Goal : 90 Days + Resolve DE. (Delayed Ejaculation )
     
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    Thanks brother, I just wanna help anyone who sees this. I hope all goes with your journey. If you ever wanna talk I’m here I try to be active as possible best of wishes !
     
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    Logging in again Day 14 ! Let’s go baby I’ve made it two weeks without PMO. I’m feeling really good about my progress. I had a hard on when I woke up which is a good sign. It isn’t a 100% strong maybe about 60%. I’m beating these urges day by day. It’s a matter of discipline when you find a hot girl on Instagram and instantly scroll away and don’t binge those sexy pictures and eventually build fuel for PMO Relapse. Don’t worry about making it 100 Days while you’re on Day 1. It’ll feel like a long shot. Worry about making thru the day and setting small goals like week by week beating this addiction day by day. You are strong as you want to be. This reboot log is really helpful for jotting down my feelings and journey along the way sounds cheesy but it’s working.

    Streak : 14 Days
    Porn : 14 Days
    M : 14 Days
    PMO : 14 Days
    Goal : Resolve DE ( Delayed Ejaculation
     
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    Logging in Day 15 the days are going quicker now I feel great. Yesterday I got kind of intimate with my girlfriend but no sex. So I’ve been going pretty well my urges aren’t that strong right now. It’s just a matter of time now I refuse to relapse.

    Streak : 15 Days
    Porn : 15 Days
    M: 15 Days
    PMO : 15 Days
    Goal : Resolve DE Delayed Ejaculation
     
    Last edited: Aug 27, 2018
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    Logging in again Day 16 and boy these days are rolling fast. My gf gave me a bj today and it felt amazing. The sensitivity is coming back little by little. I’m not rushing the progress time will do it’s thing. I feel really confident and positive for what’s to come in my NoFap Journey. Me and my gf recently had a falling out but we made up and I’m happier than ever. I start college tomorrow and I’m excited. I know I’m only on day 16 but I already feel like PMO is far behind me and I’m never coming back no matter how hard times get. A positive mindset plus self control can go a long way.

    Streak : 16 Days
    Porn : 16 Days
    M : 16 Days
    PMO : 16 Days
    Goal : Resolve DE Delayed Ejaculation
     
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    Logging in Day 17 almost at 3 weeks baby. 1st Day of college went great feeling really good. I don’t have any urges lately my flatline is gone. The brain fog is disappeared. I just feel free at this point no need to constantly find a way to get off. It’s not a need in my life anymore I can enjoy a normal day and it still be exciting with PMO. I can enjoy my gf company without constantly needing to get off for it be satisfying, simply hanging out is good for me. NoFap has changed my life.

    Streak : 17 Days
    Porn : 17 Days
    M : 17 Days
    PMO : 17 Days
    Goal : Resolve DE Delayed Ejaculation
     
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    Logging in again Day 19 and after no touch on penis what’s so ever and no porn except ish when it would flash an erotic movie comedy scene or something I’d change it. I had sex with my gf and I orgasmed. I feel amazing. I really did orgasm in like 8 minutes. Being together for 4 years I have never been able to orgasm with PIV sex only pulling out and finishing with a handjob.
     
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  11. JoePineapples

    JoePineapples Fapstronaut

    Great news, seems like this is working for you! Keep up your discipline, and things will carry on improving. Watch out for "the chaser effect", if you know about it it's easier to avoid it. And, if you're anything like me, watch out for overconfidence... At one point I thought I was "cured", but pornography is insidious. It will draw you back when you're guard is down. Keep your guard up. You're doing great.
     

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