Hey guys. Hope everyone is well. I messed up big time yesterday guys. I was on day 27 of hard mode. Lately I’ve been glancing at porn and looking at escorts. Yesterday I was high off my pre workout from the gym and I called an escort and met her. I spent $800 for 2 hours and had to leave cause I could not cum. I have pied and took a male enhancement pill. After this I went home and felt super shitty cause I relapsed and gave into temptation but I also wasted $800. I just masturbated a few minutes ago as the urge has been strong all day. It hurt really bad I don’t know why . I have just set my clock back to day 1 again. God I feel terrible , feel like I wanna die. I feel powerless in my sex addiction. I mean I get paid again Tuesday that’s why I did it I told myself your gonna get paid again Tuesday just do it , you make decent money . Feel like there’s no end in sight , I’m a fiend and I don’t know what to do just real miserable.