Near miss... took a tiny peak

I'm currently on the longest streak i've managed...however even now on days where the weather sucks, i'm hard up on cash and nothing on Netflix is appealing, the temptation is still there. I almost threw it away the other night - in fact I did spy a few images on my smartphone along the way, and did have a release. However, for me most importantly was that I made sure I didn't have any device, or pornographic images in my mind when I hit the point of O.

To those who believe in the hard mode tactics, I may have technically broken the rules...
However, the desire to even sneak a peak is once again gone, and my mind is once again clearer on the main aim. Has anyone else adopted the same tactic of allowing the occasional O along the way, providing no artificial stimuli or P-induced memory comes into play?

For me, I still feel i'm headed in the right direction, even if I may have minorly indulged, I didn't feel the same dopamine rush, or the crash after

My final thought is, don't beat yourself up if you do have a minor peak. It doesn't necessarily constitute a relapse!

 

Thanks for the words of wisdom friends. Definitely feeling a lull again so can't argue against what you both say!