My porn addiction finally caught up with me, so I’m trying the reboot again.

I’ve always noticed my chronic addiction to porn effected my libido when I fapped more. I always noticed that taking breaks helped me retain my size and strength. But after my ex cheated on me a year ago, I plunged myself head first into my porn addiction. I’ve tried a few times since to do a reboot, but i always relapsed after a week or two. I’ve gone longer streatches in the past, but now a days it’s worse than it’s ever been. Still my addiction usually wins, and although I was trying to stop again last week, I ended up jerking off anyways. I’ve been hooking up with a couple girls regularly recently, and I’ve been able to please them enough to subconsciously justify my relapses. But I’d been struggling to maintain erections, especially with a condom, and either unable to finish quickly or finishing too quickly and unabke to get hard a second or third time. Last night was the worst of my life though. I was barely even able to penetrate the girl i was with, and my erection couldn’t last long or reach fullness. I had to finish her off with my fingers as my once healthy dick hung limp between my legs. It’s totally numb and I an totally depressed, but this is what I needed to kick me into gear and take this reboot seriously, so I’m starting again. I just needed to share this somewhere, so if there are any tips you guys might have or insights on my circumstance I would live to hear them. I really just need to be held accountable, I’m running out of youth and I just want my libido back.