My Oppurtunity

Here on vacation with my cousin tonight and his girl, and I had an opportunity to with a girl I met at a resort and could have stayed with her and probably could have got laid if I wanted. Of course that sounds nice and whatnot, but it didn't work out because of how intoxicated my cousin was. He has a serious drinking issue and sort of scared the women off. I'm just struggling with this and gritting my teeth knowing I missed the opportunity. But I'm also trying to change my mindset and remind myself how special and intimate sex is. I just am between two worlds with it. Maybe that's the "addict" brain they say, because I have definitely have had some wandering eyes, and the feeling of wanting to hook up on this trip. If I'm being completely transparent. As I always try to be. In safe communities. Like this. Thank you.

-ryan

 

Change your mindset!

 

Yeah, we'll see. I'm working on contentment, I used to obsess over women way too much. And I still do. I'm not going to sit here and beat myself up. I really can't.

 

You saying that you will die a virgin is not a proper mindset.