Reset your counter—it’s your recovery so you run it your way. But the fact that your response was to kick it in the dumpster like a shit-covered shoe shows you’re fighting the good fight. You could have easily returned to the Dark Side. Short of joining a monastery or moving to the Alaskan wild, we will all be faced at some point with porn. Avoidance is certainly one of our most powerful defenses, but it is not infallible.