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MY NOFAP DIARY

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Murtaza, May 5, 2019.

  1. Murtaza

    Murtaza Fapstronaut

    HI, I AM 17 YEARS OLD AND I HAVING BEEN STUCK IN THE PORN-MASTURBATION CYCLE SINCE WHEN I WAS 12 YEARS OLD. I REALIZED IT WAS WRONG A YEAR AFTER THAT BUT I COULDN'T STOP IT. THE LONHEST I WENT WAS 1 MONTH AND THAT WAS 2 YEARS AGO.
    THIS ADDICTION HAS COST ME ENOUGH.
    I WAS AT THE TOP IN SCHOOL AT FIRST GRADUALLY IT WENT TO TOP 10 AND THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED IN LIFE THAT CAUSED BE TO BE DEPRESSED (TO BE HONEST THAT WAS NOT DEPRESSION, I WAS JUST BEEN A COWARD). MY LIFE WENT ON A DOWNWARD PATH DRASTICALLY FOR THE LAST YEAR BUT THAT'S IT.
    I AM STARTING MY JOURNEY TO SELF IMPROVEMENT AND STANDING ON MY OWN FEET.
    IT'S 5TH OF MAY AND TOMORROW WILL BE MY DAY ONE.
    I HAVE ONE LAST EXAM OF MATHEMATICS ON FRIDAY AND AFTER THAT I WILL BE ON HOLIDAYS.

    SO, THIS LAST SUMMER HOLIDAYS OF SCHOOL, I WILL DO MY BEST AND GET BACK ON TRACK OF LIFE.


    THE REASON I WROTE THIS IS TO HELP BE ACCOUNTABLE. I WILL BE POSTING ON MY DAY 15, 45 AND 90. I WILL DOCUMENT MY PROGRESS.

    AFTER NINETY DAYS MILESTONE IS REACHED, I PLANNED TO NOT LOOK BACK AND LEAVE PMO.

    SO, I HAVE SOME GOALS FOR THESE NINETY DAYS APART FROM NOFAP TO DO THINGS THAT I WANTED TO DO BUT COULDN'T JUST BECAUSE OF PMO.

    THE TOP GOALS ARE:
    1. LEARN PYTHON
    2. LOSE 18 KGS OF WEIGHT AND GET FIT.
    3.LEARN THINGS THAT WANTED TO LEARN( I HAVE A LIST)

    THERE ARE OTHER GOALS BUT THAT MIGHT NOT INTEREST ANYONE.


    ANYONE WANTS TO TAG ALONG MY JOURNEY, THEY CAN.

    TILL 10TH MAY MY ONLY GOALS ARE TO PREPARE FOR MY EXAM AND RESTRAIN FIR FAPPING AND TO DO WHAT I SAID OUT TO DO.

    FOR THE REAL JOURNEY THAT WILL START AFTER 10TH MAY.


    I HOPE THAT THE FAPSTRONAUT COMMUNITY WILL BE THERE WITH ME IN THIS JOURNEY.
     
  2. WHY DID YOU POST THIS IN ALL CAPS?
     
  3. Murtaza

    Murtaza Fapstronaut

    JUST A HABIT. HELPS TO PREVENT ERRORS.
     
  4. brilliantidiot

    brilliantidiot Fapstronaut

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  5. Murtaza

    Murtaza Fapstronaut

    THANKS MAN!
     
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