My journey to success

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by skyhit, Mar 24, 2018.

  1. skyhit

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    Day 0

    Starting on day 0.
    I have decided to maintain this journal and finally really get into this fight.
    Please support me!
     
  2. skyhit

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    Day 1

    Today was a good day. I'm happy. I was really alone whole day because my family was out for a visit. Yet i did not face any urges. Probably because of my strong mindset right now. I know god is with me.
    I did become erect at times but i knew that this is least of my challenges for what i aim.
    My maths exam is near so i am preparing hard. Last exam to go! 2days now.
    Im not exercising right now but will begin it soon.

    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✖
    (Starting from tommorow)
    Exercise ✖
    (Probably after a week or so)
    Study ✔
    *new skill ✔
    (Learn to Make some coool Tattoo design with black marker. They Looked exceptionally real, it was real cool)

    Nice day overall.
     
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  3. skyhit

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    Day 2

    Very fine day. Got up early at 3:30am and did 10min mediation (*bonus).

    Here is the summary:
    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after a week)
    *new skill
    (did some parkour tries! Feels good)

    Nice day overall.
     
    Last edited: Mar 26, 2018
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    Day 3

    Decent day. Too much of study though.
    Well got a very minor urge but instead i made a tattoo on my hand (the skill that i learned at day1). Though it was not the best but good enough.

    Here is the summary:
    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after a week)
    *new skill
    (Did some om chanting along with mediation. Its great.)

    Good day overall.
    Tommorow is my 10th class board last exam!
     
  5. skyhit

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    Day 4

    Very bad day. My exam was supposed to end today but guess what, the paper was leaked!
    I got the news when I arrived home after giving my exam. Really upset!
    No urges though!

    Here is the summary:
    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after a week)
    *new skill ✖ (although i learned that happiness is always not close as it seems!)
     
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    Day 5

    Good day. No urges
    God is with me.
    Well studied a lot today! I now know why god planned this paper leak thing for me.
    I wasn't ready to go to 11th. Now I know I needed a lot to learn.

    Here is the summary:
    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after a week)
    *new skill ✖ (nope nothing).
     
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    Day 6


    Ah long day. Very busy!
    I realised that I haven't been out of my city from a long time.

    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after a while)
     
    Last edited: Mar 31, 2018
  8. skyhit

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    1 WEEK COMPLETE!

    Day 7

    Nice day!
    Finally my exam are over. At least for now. Did not got the exact happiness though.
    And Yeah! As per urges, I don't care.
    I know I will never do it. Meditation keeps the mind clear. Too much busy these days.

    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
    (going to start probably after some time)
     
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    Day 8

    Again a quite busy day. Actually we are for painting, cleaning and servicing of our big house.
    Easy day!
    Cheers for 8days


    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
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  10. skyhit

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    Day 9

    Again busy! Very busy!


    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
    Last edited: Apr 5, 2018
  11. skyhit

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    Day 10.

    Just too much of work today.


    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
    Last edited: Apr 5, 2018
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    Day 11 & 12.

    Work is on! Resisted some minor urges.


    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
    Last edited: Apr 5, 2018
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  13. skyhit

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    TWO WEEKS COMPLETE!

    Day 13 & 14

    Good days. Some minor urges. Wow Reached two weeks!

    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
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    Day 15

    Some urges. Good altogether.
    I tried headspace for meditation. Its good.
    Playing a lot of chess nowadays.

    Here is the summary:

    Mediation ✔
    Study
    Exercise
     
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    Day 16, 17, 18.

    Too busy

    Handeld minor urges.
     
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    Day 19,20,21.

    Im way too busy these days.
    Today on day 21 urges were quite strong.
    Anyway its easy to handle them.
     
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    Day 23 and relapsed.
    Oh how can i
     
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    Day 1,2,3

    Just good enough.
    Hoping for a stronger comeback.
     
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    How's the flatline, libido, morning erections?
     
  20. skyhit

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    Day 4

    Nothing especial yet.
    I dont think this is flatline.
    Very mild urges and some erections through the day.
     
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