My Journal on sexual energy harnessing.

So i have another post talking about this but i figured i would make another one talking only about my discoveries. For those who do not know i wish to discover a way to use our sexual energy and desires for good, a way to master and control them, maybe this could be the key to all addictive urges?. And let me say this is not about spirituality or any religion, i am a christian so i do not want to transcend or anything, i just want to gain control over my life and be the best version of me possible.

Energy Theory

notes#1 - Through meditation i have been able to control my urges considerably, by focusing and breathe retention exercises i am able to get into my meditative state rather fast. I learned that i can move the energy around in my body through deep meditative focus, i can take the pressure from my genitals and move it to another desired part of my body, i moved it to my feet to start and i have yet to do it again yet. I am curious if the pressure and urges could be focused else where, perhaps a certain place that could use this energy most effectively, the third eye is an option but i do not want to mess with that stuff anymore, perhaps that would be the best place to move the energy but i will try elsewhere first. I am only on day 2 after relapsing so i am not very horny right now, i will wait until the urges are stronger to experiment again.

Masculine Energy

notes#2 - One of my colleagues,
KaelDenna
made or had an interesting theory, https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...ick-that-made-nofap-effortless-for-me.225583/, what if the "urges" we feel are not urges for porn?, but instead masculine energy. This theory makes sense seeing how when the "urges" arrive, we are never hard?. I believe that masculine energy is what draws females to us, it is a magnetic device working towards our benefit. And what do you think will happen when mistaken for porn urges?, we deny it and mislabel it, as if it is some negative force of destruction. So what would happen if we were to embrace these powerful feelings?. Perhaps when we embrace them we will learn to naturally tap into it, and than learn to use it productively for ourselves.

 

First get into a meditative state, than simply focus on one part of your body, envision your feet in your head and focus on them, you will notice the pressure slowly transfers to the location and away from the genitals, but make sure to keep focus.

 

Nope i am a christian, i used to have extreme anger issues and i learned how to harness and control anger, its no different from porn urges and sexual energy. It would be like getting angry and punching a wall, instead of punching that wall you take that rage and do something else with it, like pushups or meditating, you can control that rage and do something else with it that benefits you.

 

I am kinda iffy about third eye stuff, i used to mess with it a lot and i feel as a christian i should not mess with it, i had my dark night of the soul because of it.

 

https://www.toughquestionsanswered....-the-roles-of-the-father-son-and-holy-spirit/

 

I dont believe that we are our own God nonsense, i dont expect you to understand, christians have a bond with God that non believes know nothing about, to us we do not need proof or reason, we know he is there and we can feel his presence and see him all around us through his creations and goodness. We have the hole spirit living in us, i could explain it all day but unless you seek God out and ask him to open your eyes you will never know the truth.

 

interesting video, however i do not believe in fapping ever.

 

Heaven is not within us, it not even close to us, and the holy spirit is in me yes. Anyways lets keep this post on track, if you want a religious thread go make one and i will argue with you there.

 

Yah we need to learn to redirect it, would you be willing to help me with my experiment?.