So I'm in a long distance relationship for 3 years. We see each other cuple of time a year. She is now coming to see my. But, I'm in a good streak. I feel confident that I wont relapse or anything. But she is coming and is summer. We are going to be at beach a lot, swimming. We will not sleep in same bed. Actually in diffrenet places.. anyway.. I don't know if I shouldn't let her touch me or I will just let it go. I just know for sure that we won't have real sex, you now. How are babies made.. but other tipe of.. im not sure..