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My first confession of addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Sam284, Dec 9, 2018.

  1. Sam284

    Sam284 New Fapstronaut

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    It's my first thread on the internet about my issue with addiction, for me it's a bit complicated but I'll try hard to explain it.

    I'm 20 years old male and I haven't do sex with anyone, because I have my own believes that if I want to do it I have to do it with someone I really love, but I don't have such courage to do it also.

    I also hate to watch porn videos of couples so I only watch girl masturbating or two girls.

    I watch porn and masturbate every day once before I sleep but sometimes I don't and fewtimes I watch it more than one time

    But most of the time I think about sex in general and if I have to do it or not and if it's good to just watch porn, so I dailystruggle with my brain about this stuff without finding a solution for that.

    My second problem is I love to see women body, so sometimes I watch a girl walking infont of me and consentrate on her naked body parts which is very annoying to me because I can't say no to myself.

    I really respect women and I think they have to be as free as men even in this things without anyone trying to harrassing them and we have to look to their soul not body.

    My moralities and my sexual needs are fighting inside my head and I need it to stop, and I need to stop watching porn so how can I help myself to understand my need and controll them ?

    (Sorry if my story is inconvenient or I didn't deliver my struggle well but it's my first try)
     
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  2. Welcome to the community and thank you for sharing your story.
    You can get past this.
    Read, learn and start making your plan.
    Don't be afraid to ask questions.
     
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  3. streamer

    streamer New Fapstronaut

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    P reduces sexual desire. Drop it for a week or two, you might get the girl.
     
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  4. Bread1

    Bread1 Fapstronaut

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    Trust me i was in the same position as you , I had bad thoughts of women and of sorts of shit . I wondered what was the cause of it but pornography has alot to do with it. I still have a struggle but the most important thing is that im trying my best. I dont wanna make this about me . I admire that you decided to admit that you have an addiction ,took alot of courage on your part to do something like that. Trust me giving up porn is the best decision anyone could make. Fight it bro
     
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  5. Sam284

    Sam284 New Fapstronaut

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    Thank you very much guys I'm really happy to be with you.

    It's my second day without any porn videos but this time I feel more comfortable and more willing to stop it.

    I hope we all reach the top and be more happier and optimistic.

    We really need each other to pass this things so I'm really happy to be with you here.

    Thanks for all and have a very strong faith
     
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  6. Bread1

    Bread1 Fapstronaut

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    Happy to hear :)
     
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