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Discussion in 'Women in Reboot' started by Coffee Candy, Jul 31, 2018.

  1. Retro Girl

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    Ok I understand.. I used to sometimes have hand down there, somehow it just felt reassuring. I stopped doing it.. think it was just habit for me more than anything. But for you maybe having something else to touch would be good, I think that's what I meant by tactile. Like some people use worry beads or some such thing.
     
  2. Coffee Candy

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    Right that's what I feel. But I don't think it's about addiction for me. Idk maybe I can just hold my own hands or something.
     
  3. Retro Girl

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    Yes that could work or maybe buy a rubiks cube :)
     
  4. Coffee Candy

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    Soooo...

    I'm 5 months clean off pornography and masturbating (alone [which is what gets me in trouble])
    but, I've been sexing online a little..for romantic interests, not just fun and play. I know it's considered an unhealthy behavior and I'm pretty done with it myself, but I want to have that time with who I like/love. I don't want to let time pass by and not engage in that.


    I'll soon sort some things some much needed things out but until then that's what I'm up to.
    Also, It's not an excessive amount.Truly want to be in the same room with somebody if you know what I mean..it's just how things are for right now. ..

    I'm meeting my goals that I have for myself for this moment in time :)


     
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  5. Wow, thats excellent. I had no idea you were doing so well, 5 months without porn and masturbation is an awesome achievement and it sounds like you're getting the rest under control too. You should be proud :)
     
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  6. Coffee Candy

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    Thanks for thinking so. I appreciate your support, bat!
     
  7. GhostWriter

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    That is so so weird. I was just thinking about you today. I'm glad to see you're doing OK!
     
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  8. Coffee Candy

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    This is weirdly nice 2 b informed of :+) I like. Thanks!
     
  9. Solomon435

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    Hey, it's good to hear from you again! :)

    Wow, 5 months? That's awesome! I'm glad to hear that you've taken care of yourself.

    You sound like you've gotten that online stuff under control. I hope you can find someone so you can feel loved away from the screen.

    Good job!
     
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  10. rebooter920

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    hi your really doing well and praying that you are doing well .

    so after doing your 5 months tell your experience that how you come out through sexual thoughts
    and second thing is how to handle triggering when you alone
     
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    5 months... that’s really good, you’re doing really well keep it up and never give up. I’m always a message away if you want to talk about things
     
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  12. Coffee Candy

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    Thank you :~) You're a sweet P(ea)
     
  13. Retro Girl

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    5 months is awesome CC that's a really nice streak, well done!

    :)
     
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  14. Coffee Candy

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    Thank you, RG. Means a lot.
     
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  15. Selene200

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    You're so brave ,me and you have the same issue , I take my fetishes way to far, and I've been struggling from porn since I was 8.
     
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  16. Selene200

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    I don't embrace my fetishes , but I'm addicted to it it's gay fanfiction. And gay porn , and gay daydreaming
     
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  17. Coffee Candy

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    Hey, welcome to the forum and thanks for the follow - you're in the right place an its never 2 late to stop engaging in certain behaviors ; ). You're brave too for wanting to fight it!
     
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  18. Brokenman123

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    That's awesome. Keep up the good work! You're doing really well!
     
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    0D23978D-0B21-4EAB-8FAE-41FA09F20C68.jpeg thanks, A
     

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