This is my day by day progress. I hope some of you can relate to my progress and learn from it because I talk about my weaknesses, why they are happening, when they are happening, and what I probably could have done to prevent a relapse! I will just mention two of the reasons why I want to quit pmo. NEVER forget the reason why you want to quit! 1. I DO NOT think sex is bad, its great, but my wife left me after 11 years, probably because I was a sex addict. So to lose the most important person in the world to me after 11 years because of this addiction has broke my heart. It’s made me feel like an animal. Now sex just reminds me of my worst failure in life and it hurts. BUT NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF SEXUAL DESIRES. That’s a warning. No matter how good you think your reasons are. 2. The first reason now reminds me of how much PMO has control me. I realize how much pmo had control over me and its crazy! Addiction to pmo can make a person have animalistic tendencies, and I seen this in myself a bit and I really did hate it, but I just couldn’t help it! I felt like a wolf hungry for flesh, wanting to eat and feed my craving. It was so powerful. I don’t WANT anything to have that powerful of control over me at all! I want full control of myself. I should be able to have full control over myself and not fall victim. I want full control over my life from now on. I want to be NORMAL about this.