My accountability journal

Hello friends,

I'm 24 y.o. I've been here before. Not exactly on this group, but I've been on the NoFap website. I've tried many many times to stop this disgusting sin. I want to stop not only watching porn, but also these feeling of no control to my desires towards women. I want to stop looking at a woman's ass in a lustful way. Stop staring at them in the eyes in a way that shows my desire.

I want to stop sinning so much. Stop desiring these flesh pleasures. I can't take it anymore. It's too much for me. I want to be a good boyfriend, a good son, a good brother, a good friend. I want to be more productive in my life.
I want to be free. Or better. I want to serve Jesus Christ and not Satan.
I will try to keep this updated every other day.

My maximum streak was 45 days, that was almost 2 years ago. Since then, my maximum streak probably was 2 weeks or 2 and a half.
Thank you so much for reading it. If one of you could pray for me. I will pray for you as well.

God bless you all!

 

Welcome brother, this site is good for sharing your journal and getting some accountability partners to keep you on track. It's also a good way to encourage others in their journey which Christians are supposed to do, encourage our brothers and sisters. Ultimately Christ will set you free, no man or self will can kill your lust apart from - JESUS your Victory.