The Nofap Eunuch (Saw Palmetto)

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hey guys I found a really cool nofap story that is good. It talks about ones struggle to curing himself. He claims saw palmetto doesn't work, how I don't know, but this story is good!!!! Gives guys like me hope!



My story:

To begin with, I have been hyper sexual since I was a child. When I was about 5 years old I would hump my blanket and pillows and orgasm even though I couldn't cum (Form of release due to bad parenting). When I was about 10 I first discovered porn and my addiction soon spiraled. I would watch porn first thing in the morning, throughout the day and I soon couldn't sleep at night without watching porn or cumming. I started watching hardcore porn by 11-12 and I soon developed fetishes. I remember on new year 2010 I stayed in and edged to transsexual porn so that I would cum at exactly 12. That was one of the lowest points of my life. I also tried to hump dogs when I was about 12-13 as I needed a new sexual outlet as I was already extremely desensitized to porn. I also desensitized myself further by using sex toys and wearing women clothes. It was disgusting. I began to try and have sex with girls from 18 years old and found my dick was dead. I also hurt girls by telling them it was them not me and I even made one girl cry.

 

Recovery:

About a year and a half ago, I vowed to make a change. I found it easy to stop watching porn but abstaining from masturbation was extremely difficult. I was alreadly flatlined before i started my reboot, however I stayed in the flatline for about a year. My dick was so little and shrivelled. I did everything I could to fix myself. I even smashed my laptop in order to stop myself being tempted from watching porn. I read about rewiring so I would stay with a girl even though it was incredibly awkward with my limp dick and I tried to have sex god knows how many times. I didn't fucking give up. I fought through that pain. I abstained from porn and masturbation for literally a year and saw little- no benefits with my penis other than the fact that I saw other girls as more attractive. Finally, about half a year ago, I brought some viagr a. This gave me a hardon which allowed me to lose my virginity and get over my huge fear of sex. I had to take 3 viagr a just to make sure I would stay hard (don't take 3, it properly fucks you up). Finally I am out of the flatline and now I get spontaneous erections looking at women, something that I had lost for years. I still don't get alot of morning wood however (once a week). My tactic for rewiring is to not orgasm or try not to orgasm for anything other than sex. Bjs over handjobs as handjobs mimic masturbation thus strengething addiction pathways. However ONLY CUM WHEN YOU START HAVING SEX If you premature ejaculate, try deep breathing in order to develop control.

 

What helped me the most:

In order to get over PIED and various bouts of depression that accompany it, one has to make a huge lifestyle change. You have to ask yourself, how badly do I want to be free? How badly do I want to have sex again or have sex for the first time? I know that if you felt like I did you would do everything you could to change. You have to strengthen your mind and inner discipline so much to a point that watching porn is not an option. The way to beating P.I.E.D is not through drugs like viagr a or supplements, it's through controlling your mind and showing it who the fuck is boss. An addiction is basically where you have let your mind beat you as you don't have the willpower to resist porn. Build that fucking willpower. Show your mind how fucking powerful you are. I promise you that if you stick to the things below, however bad your PIED is, even if it takes you a year, you will fix yourself.

 

MEDITATION. I meditated 40 minutes a day (20 morning and evening) for about a year. This was the MOST IMPORTANT THING IN CONTROLLING URGES, Meditation is known to reduced addiction pathways in the brain aswell as improving rational thinking instead of impulse thinking. It will also help ease anxiety over sex which is another big one if you are trying to rewire with a girl

COLD SHOWERS Cold showers develop such mental strength that if you do this and meditation, your urges will be so dramatically reduced that your reboot will seem like a breeze. (Spartans took cold showers and they were hard as fuck) 5 minutes every morning and evening for the rest of your life, even in winter. Shout and scream and dance about if you have to. After a while you will notice that the your body adapts to the stress of the water. Are you willing to be uncomfortable for 10 minutes every day in order to have a sex life? Yes it is fucking tough and like going through hell but do you want your penis back? As someone said on this site, if you are going through hell, keep going.

E.D DRUGS If and only if you have gone several months without any signs of improvement, buy some e.d. drugs from either online or your doctor so that you can rewire with confidence. For me, rewiring with sex and orgasm has boosted my progress the most. However you must meditate and take cold showers aswell so that you are not tempted to relapse and binge to porn with e.d. drugs as that can be a disaster.

NO FACEBOOK/ LESS INTERNET :ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT AGAIN!!!! The less you go on Facebook/ internet, the less you are exposed to swimsuit/sexy pictures which stimulate your brain. I found women so much more attractive after cutting out Facebook completely. If you build the inner discipline from the meditation and showers, this will be so much easier.

 

HERBS AND SUPPLEMENTS THAT DO/ DONT WORK

WORK:
Horny Goat weed
Maca
Yohimbe ( some seriously strong shit, side effects are hardcore but does give you a hardon)
Ginkgo biloba
L Tyrosine

DON'T WORK
Ginseng
Ashwaganda
Damiana ( but gives you loads of cum)
Tribulus
Saw palmetto
D aspartic acid
pyconeogly
L arginine
L cittruline
Mucuna pruriens
L phenylalanine
Catuaba

I recently had sex without e.d. drugs so I consider myself rewired. Thanks everyone on this site for posting and contributing especially gameover, underdog and gary. I love you all.

 

day 13-18

hey guys I've been numb as a eunuch, I've pretty much made myself the organic eunuch. I've been not that interested in girls, I've been doing homework days early, I've been getting up early, had more energy, been more alert. I haven't had sex dreams in weeks. Although I did have a dream about a transgendered person whom I will not name. She was hanging out with me, whom I will not go into details. She's a famous you tuber, wont talk about her name. Anyway the dream was cool, got to hang out with her, lol. In the dream didn't get any, lol. Anyway I went to my college volleyball game, the girls were wearing nylon shorts. I wanted to test myself, I was numb, didn't respond. I saw the girls run around in their shorts. But I was indifferent. So yea that's how its been these past 5 days. I`m officially 19 days on nofap.

 

hey heres another success story. Its a 90 day cleaner!

Hello all Fapstronauts. As promised in a previous post, here is a full report of my 90-day reboot (www.yourbrainonporn.com for clarification of the 90-day reboot)

Some personal details: 21 years old Male Virgin, no real dating experience, virtually deprived of female contact prior to 2 years ago. Forever-alone, nerdy, shy type for most of my life.

I've broken up this post into the following categories so you guys can skim past and find whatever category is relevant for you:

Porn Usage Prior to NoFap

Dealing with Urges

Withdrawal Symptoms

Energy, Motivation and Productivity

Confidence and Self-Esteem

Mindset, Focus and Other Mental Benefits

Social Skills

Women

Libido

Creativity

Exercise and Gym

Erections - size, sensitivity etc.

Please note that I've found NoFap to be an incredibly positive change in my life and I haven't found any real negative effect for giving it up, save withdrawals. In this regard, I may be overly biased in favour of NoFap.

I hope this post is helpful to whoever takes the time to read it.

Porn Usage Prior to NoFap

I discovered fapping by seeing porn for the first time when I was 12. Just some images, and naturally lead to some stimulation, and orgasm. From there, I fapped pretty normally, sometimes with softcore images, sometimes not. Eventually I found softcore fap material in magazines to be my primary fap-material at about 13. From there it went to animated/video-game girls (I know...) which naturally progressed into ecchi/hentai at about 15/16, when I found image-boards, alternating with softcore pictures on the internet. No videos at this stage.

I eventually got into pretty healthy masturbation habits (once or twice a day) with ecchi/hentai/softcore pics mixed in here and there. Eventually escalated into videos of regular porn on tube sites between 18-20, for at least one year solid. Did a lot of videos. 1-3 times a day, rarely any fap-free days. During this time I was gaming a lot, and porn/fap and gaming went hand-in-hand. Gave up gaming for 2010, and porn naturally fell away, also. Incidentally, it felt awesome for 5 months. Still fapping, not so regularly during that time. Got back into gaming, and back into porn again for another 5 months. Gave it up for 2011, again. Eventually had "healthy" fap habits for a while, but had some kind of feeling that giving up fapping made me feel better, just a hunch. Seemed kind of stupid at the time though.

Then I found yourbrainonporn.com in May this year. All of a sudden it all made sense. Before this, I just happened to have gone one week of NoFap, PRIOR to ever seeing or hearing about yourbrainonporn.com, or the 7-day cycle, or any kind of NoFap information, I felt the benefits people reported (approached by women, felt focused, motivated, energetic, better sleep etc.) So much for a placebo effect, right?

Anyways, so I got on the wagon, and this was going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. Failed 3 times between May and August with 15 to 25 day streaks in between. Started my 90-day reboot on August 1st 2011.

Dealing with Urges

There's no quick fix for this one. You just have to push through it. I got out of the house as much as possible, avoided porn and edging entirely, and generally cutting off sexual fantasizing. Emotional Freedom Technique (youtube it) helped me quite a bit also, but it was mainly will power that pushed me through.

Withdrawal Symptoms

As I said, this is probably the hardest thing I've ever done. The withdrawals were terrible. They included: Suicidal depression

Flu-like symptoms

Crying

Fluctuating Emotions

Extreme self-doubt

Tiredness, Laziness

Mild Insomnia

Complete lack of confidence

No desire to socialize

Very little desire to pursue women, no libido

Time-frame for withdrawals was roughly between days 1-3, whole of week 2 and 3. Some more in the beginning of month 2. Haven't noticed anything significant besides that. They may have fully cleared up.

They were hell guys. Be prepared. Just push through them. Don't rationalize that it's better to just fap to avoid them or clear them, they will just come back if you try to NoFap again. I didn't realize how serious this was until these withdrawals hit. Take them as a sign of recovery.

Energy, Motivation and Productivity

First benefits I noticed were my energy and motivation levels as well as my productivity. All of a sudden, a surf after gym didn't seem like a sweat. Getting my affairs sorted for college next year was a priority. Stuff got done before I fucked around. Procrastination was kept to a minimum, time-wasting was eliminated. Nothing to do? I made something happen.

I started filling in my spare time with productive things. Eventually I had to start taking up new hobbies (yoga, salsa dancing, some more to come) to fill in the spare time. Other things include reading non-fiction books on topics of self-improvement, meditation, Emotional Freedom Technique (youtube it) and just general chores, cleaning etc. I still have a way to go, but I was surprised how much I wanted to get things done after the withdrawals cleared.

Waking up in the morning was no sweat. I beat my alarm on most mornings now. Some times it's a perfect 8 hours of sleep, and I get up at the same time consistently. I don't drink coffee or take sleeping pills or anything of the sort.

I have been motivated as hell to get my life on track and beyond. All of a sudden, everything is a goal, not an obstacle. ohropax mentioned this. (On a side-note, short-term, and long-term memory is improved, heh)

I finally understand what it feels like to be a man who has a hunger for achievement. There really is no way to explain the feeling except that it's a primal desire, a horniness for success.

Achieving goals, no matter how small, feels awesome. It's a great little boost to get a long the way.

Confidence and Self-Esteem

Bam. This one will hit you out of the blue. Just after my withdrawals, I felt godly. Even though I wasn't really doing anything to feel good about myself, I was just hit with the strongest confidence boost I've ever had. I wasn't approaching beautiful women like a madman, networking with powerful businessmen or making friends like a socialite, but I definitely felt like the man, and I still do.

There were ups and downs, and still are, but for the most part, being confident, self-assured, and feeling like a high-self-esteem person has been my default state for a while now. This has definitely shown itself through my posture, eye-contact and general way of being. My voice still needs some work, but I have generally been projecting it louder and clearer than usual.

The feeling is what counts for me though. You'll know it when you get it.

Mindset, Focus and Other Mental Benefits

This was a big one. My whole mindset and perception of the world changed during NoFap. I understood what I was missing out on in my teens. My thinking used to be along the lines of having to deal with problems and every day was another hassle to get through. With NoFap, every day I wake up thinking about what's out there waiting for me, and I jump out of bed with this new outlook. (Morning woods help with this). I naturally adopted a go-getter attitude with this kind of thinking.

My outlook on life has become more positive, and I'm generally more optimistic than pessimistic, and sometimes surprisingly joyful.

My focus has been off-the-charts awesome. My attention span has increased, making conversations and remembering names easier, and my long-term memory has also improved. Remembering dreams, events, dates, important information, conversations, instructions and memories has been a lot more easier.

I'm less "in-my-head" in most situations and that voice in my head is a lot quieter. The mental benefits of NoFap are akin to meditation's benefits. People who practise meditation and/or yoga etc. will be able to relate.

Social Skills

This was an eye-opener. I started having these uncanny conversational skills about a month into NoFap. All of a sudden, making jokes and puns was as natural as breathing. Eye-contact was solid, with men and women, especially women. People have commented on me being a good conversationalist.

I have a natural and healthy interest in people now, of both sexes. I enjoy finding out about people and what interests them, and that naturally makes interacting with people easier, more fun, and smooth. In my fapping days, I'd have to do a lot of thinking, and be in my head to think of good topics, jokes, or questions. Now it just flows, as if I'm playing a musical instrument.

Being able to sit with a bunch of friends isn't awkward anymore. It's relaxed and fun and I feel comfortable around people. For the first time in my life, I feel like I contribute to the "vibe" or the "party", if only in a small sense. I used to feel like I sucked the life out of everyone around me. Now I feel like people want me around more and more.

I've had friends invite me out, had deep conversations with people, and met new people with ease, of both sexes, as of late. It's no coincidence that I just happened to be NoFap for a month before this started happening. As ridiculous as it sounds to new guys, I'm convinced NoFap improves your social skills.

*Rest of post continued in comment below...lol*. Edits: Grammer/Formatting etc.

 

something to help guys like me out, theres nothing wrong with you!

 

Good you Found your way,but that wouldnt work for me.i think thats cheating nofap.will you take It the rest of your life?? And what If you cant but It for some Reason?Will you relapse?i think you should have some kind of technique to avoid relapses in case you cant use palmetto

 

I wanna make it to 100 days. Ill be taking this forever. Its too good of a thing lol

 

day 18-22

Hey guys I relapsed last night, it was a mess, anyway I lasted 22 days. it was my longest on nofap! I`m back on it! ill give you my review of my experience on saw palmetto later today after classes

 

hey guys im back on nofap! I`m 2 days clean.

So ive been pretty numb just like my very first experience. My body doesnt work its been shut down. Ive been taking saw palmetto and SSRIs My doctor knows about this. I feel fine. Anyway I`ll post back on here during day 3, im working 3rd shift as usual on the weekend

 

my nipples have been getting puffy......then what can I take to help curb my sexual urges?

 

wanna die a virgin

 

guess ima be a eunuch :| what about monks pepper?