MO I have not won yet

Hello everyone, I abstain from "PMO", "MO" and simply "P" already ... I do not remember how much.

I know only one thing: I feel myself bad. The first two weeks were simple. I set a goal to win onanism and viewing pornography FOREVER. The first days went well. A week passed, there were no changes, even the desire began to disappear. The second week was worse. There were experiences and constant visits to the toilet because of stress. It seemed to me that I was poisoned by something, but this is not so. Began incomprehensible diarrhea.

And now, I lasted more than three weeks. The desire to return is almost gone, but sometimes it appears. Frequent trips to the toilet have not stopped yet. What to do?