Looking for Insight into my Condition

@Kikisjulay welcome to nofap. I am not sure about your porn history but it sounds like you are experiencing what is known as Coolidge effect. The fetish you have may change or you may acquire new fetishes in addiction to the current ones, if you continued to use porn so you need to address the root cause. Don't worry about one particular fetish because the damage PMO is doing to you is much more greater and that should really be your cause of concern.
I encourage you to come here regularly and learn more about the issue and how you can address it.
I wish you good luck!

 

Welcome! I'm glad you're here.

I haven't had those fetishes, but look around, you'll find all kinds of experiences here.

I have no idea whether you should take a different approach. My guess is that what works for others will help you. Look around the site, learn and develop a plan. Keep coming back!

 

Welcome, you are not unique.. thats not an insult it means you are among like minded people.
That all have the same desire to stop the actions that drive their addiction.
It also means you are not alone some may not have your experiences but most will undeerrstand
your struggle and pain....... look around the forum and there are as many avenues in this addiction as there are streets in a city.
Glad your here...