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Looked at porn.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by IggyIshness, Jan 23, 2017.

  1. IggyIshness

    IggyIshness Fapstronaut

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    I havent looked at full out porn vids like most do, but i did go on youtube right now and looked at thumbnails and saw some vids of sex dolls for 10 minutes.. I felt the back of my head tingling from the dopamine and when i watch or watched porn i feel this wierd feverish and pressure feeling in my head.. i havent felt this in months.. Anyways i have to relapse because i already edged.. I dont look at porn anymore.. Im actually kinda pissed now
     
  2. Sheppard

    Sheppard Fapstronaut

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    Hey man it's unfortunate that you let your guard down but don't give up hope. You didn't actually watch P, which is the most damaging thing. Start again and build up as you did this time, practice makes perfect.
    NOOOOOOOOOO. I hope you mean reset. As in your streak. Don't relapse. Yes you've already looked at some P subs but you haven't MO'd yet (I hope). If you PMO or even MO you will get that full dopamine hit which will set you back much further than a small bump. Just reset your streak and start again, no need to relapse as it will only make it harder when you decide to try again.

    You can beat this; you may have lost a battle but you can still win the war. ;)
     
  3. IggyIshness

    IggyIshness Fapstronaut

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    I have to. I did some psub and edged quite a bit, People recommend to jist finish it off then to keep all the dopamine sitting. I already MOed last night but i dont feel any side effects (Its a rare one where after you MO you dont feel bad) Anyways i have 270+ days no porn because of this im probably set myself back a few weeks. I still have 250 days worth of healing and im not at where i started when i was watching porn full time.
     

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