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Longest Streak Since Started - 11 Days

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Needtostopasap, Mar 23, 2019.

  1. Needtostopasap

    Needtostopasap New Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys, I'm new here and have recently decided to try nofap at the start of the year to turn my life around.

    I am a 19 male and still a virgin (never even kissed a girl which is slightly embarrassing) and have just been able to hit my first 11 day streak since starting over 3 months ago. The longest before was 7 days and the majority of them lasted between 2 or 5 days so pretty happy with that accomplishment.

    What made me also decide to get into nofap was because I noticed I started to look at girls in porn differently and have this vagina phobia which as weird as it sounds makes me slightly wierded out by them. I do also have OCD and last year I suffered with HOCD for most of the year.

    The wierd thing is that I have been watching porn for years and I remember the first porn I watched and was interested in was solo girls and I don't remember having this phobia before but i'm pretty sure porn as something to do with it. When I'm out and especially during this last streak I find myself constantly checking them out and even which I think is a nofap benefit I have heard but ordinary girls that I wouldn't of looked at before seem much more attractive.

    I have always watched straight porn and while it has escalated over the years I have never gone anywhere near gay porn or fantasised to it. So was hoping nofap would help me with this issue.

    What caused me to relapse was because I started getting all these porn related thoughts and images/videos of women in my head, so I thought that I might as well relapse, which now I feel like shit as I was doing so well before that and had fightened of many urges by calming myself down.

    I'm planning on going on hardcore mode and making the next streak the one where i make it to 90 days. Just wanted to get some advice to help me:

    1) What are the main things I can't do on Nofap hardmode or is considered a relapse without PMO? Is looking at Instagram models a replase? Fantasising about having sex with girls? Watching certain programs because the girls in them are hot. These are things I do so would be good to hear your guys thoughts.

    2) Also have any of you hear done NOFap to help your HOCD? I have noticed that when I first did my streak of 7 days, all the thoughts doubting my sexuality were clear and I no longer compared attractions with men and women as I only thought about women

    Anyway that is my story and my journey so far along with some issues I have, so I appreciate it if you have read the whole post and If you could give me some advice or guidance that would be much appreciated also :)
     
  2. Voyager52

    Voyager52 Fapstronaut

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    I have had OCD and I am sure this is a symptom of deeper things just as porn addiction is. Stick with it, 'normal girls' ARE great and will pick up on the changes in you, they are very subtle and you may not even realise they are happening... Keep streaking
     

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