I'll tell my full story someday soon, but not tonight. Today turned out surprisingly well. We were invited to some friends' house for the afternoon. They are friends that we have known a long time and have had a lot of fun with. The problem is that I no longer feel safe with my husband being around the woman. She is small, petite (the opposite of me), wears yoga pants and, often times tight shirts. She's very sure of herself. I can't compare. I often feel inferior and unwanted. Not enough. But not today. My husband worked hard to make sure I felt safe today. He gave me his eyes. He was careful with where he was and where he was looking. We were able to enjoy time with friends without a problem!