And now he’s gone...took his iPad, iPhone, truck ,trailer and motorbike. Golly I wonder if he ever loved me. I said when he left, remember one thing, I love you. As cold as could be, he said ,”ya that’s what makes this so hard.” I don’t get it...I don’t understand why ? Sometimes I think he was trying to push me to make the decision, and when I said, your hesitation speaks volumes, he leaped on the opportunity to say that he better go. He left his meeting materials and books and said he not going to bother going to SA any longer.