Letters to my husband

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  1. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    Remember in the movie The Neverending Story when Atreyu & his horse, Artax, came upon the swamp of sadness? Artax was slowly slipping into the swamp as Atreyu desperately pulled on the horse, screaming & pleading for Artax to just try. Artex sank under the swamp of sadness; he gave up to The Nothing and Atreyu is left alone, sobbing for his horse.

    I've been feeling like Atreyu; gutted, hopeless, & lost.

    I've also been feeling like I took LSD; euphoric, distorted, & the door to my unconscious mind has been opened, letting pent up emotions run free.

    Thanks for asking, Max
    Hi-five the kiddo for me :)
     
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  2. ConfusedWife

    ConfusedWife Fapstronaut

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    Are you a dev? I am as well.... :)
     
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  3. Max Fisher

    Max Fisher Fapstronaut

    Bummer. That swap sucks. Who or what is Artex in your analogy? Hang in there, let those emotions out and hug the twins. :).
     
  4. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    I am Artex.
    I am Atreyu.

    I wish I was the childlike empress, instead; ruler of fantasia & full of wisdom.

    Lots of hugs from the twins. They pulled through for mommy on the chocolate tonight ;)
     
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  5. Max Fisher

    Max Fisher Fapstronaut

    That's what I was thinking. Lol. Coincidentally I read the book a few years back and I found it to be really good. Somehow I see you being tougher then that character. Everybody is trying to keep her from dying. I dont think that is you. What is the new "name" that will save you? If my questions become annoying just tell me shut up, but I enjoy the back and forth. If they are even 10% helpful I'll call that a win.
     
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  6. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    You and I are bound by the only-child club; 99% helpful.

    Your character assessment of me is pretty spot-on, but I am drawing a blank as to what would save me. What do you think the new "name" should be? If it's good enough, I'll get shirts made. Maybe hats, too.
     
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  7. I sooo get this! This was me yesterday!
     
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  8. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    That was the day I stopped giving an eff.

    I really do believe his CSAT led him/us down the wrong path by using the co-dependent sex addict model, escalating my trauma & his distance. That is literally the only reason I'm here, willing to do the intensive.

    Angels, we are :emoji_angel:
     
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    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

  10. Max Fisher

    Max Fisher Fapstronaut

    FURIOSA

    I'm taking a risk with this one and overplaying the tough aspect a bit but this character came to mind. Read the personality section and see if there as some parallels.

    https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imperator_Furiosa
     
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  11. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    I saw the word feminist & threw up a little :emoji_joy:
    BUT, yes Max, this is me; I'm a bit more feminine, but totally badass.
    Shirts ordered. You get a gold star for the day ;)
     
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  12. Max Fisher

    Max Fisher Fapstronaut

    Awesome! Even though the other character is named Max I see him as your husband. The Furiosa and Max together defeating Immortan Joe (his porn addiction) and after it all you take Joe's place as it should be. Maybe not at the ruler per se but as the main focus.
     
  13. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    You know us only kids like to be the main focus :)

    Get your pad ready; we'll head to the desert and make the nofap version of mad max. Probably win a couple of Oscars.

    Thanks again, Max; definitely put a smile on my face
     
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  14. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    Dear husband,

    I knew God would pull through before I ran out of strength. We have been given a blessing in the form of a 3-day intensive. A chance; a real fighting chance.

    Thank you for wanting to try. Thank you.

    Cake
     
  15. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    Husband is.
    I used to love watching him write code. It was fascinating to see things come from a bunch of random words & shit.
    Female devs are even more fascinating. That is a career I would have never even thought about having...seeing how much it pays, I regret not learning this talented skill ;)
     
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  16. ConfusedWife

    ConfusedWife Fapstronaut

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    So he is probably extra good at hiding stuff. I am extra good at finding it.
     
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  17. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    Oh yes, I hear about these bugs....

    I feel like I married iRobot o_O

    How does an artist marry an engineer? Opposites really do attract, I suppose...
     
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  18. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    Oh, for sure...
    There is no way I'd ever know how to find everything...
    I think I'm good with what I already found :emoji_astonished:
     
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  19. ConfusedWife

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    My gut always tells me before anything else. Better than any skills :)
     
  20. 0111zerozero11

    0111zerozero11 Fapstronaut

    TRUE THAT
     
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