At the title says I think I'll probably be leaving this site after this streak. Masturbation has become a habit for me lately and I feel I'm not getting better.. As much as I wish. I wish I could channel this 2010 version of me when I actually quit and lived life to the fullest. Achieved my first girlfriend at the end of the summer.... I would love to reunite with this version of myself. But unfortunately I'm 27 and in my late 20's working full time, not enough time for everything anymore. My views about masturbating is that I don't see it as quite a bad thing. I haven't had a real life relationship in about 4 years or sex in 6 years. Relationships with friends have gone sour or my ability to harmonize with them and keep contact. I've been hurt from a close friend who just doesn't bother to keep contact anymore. It's just very upsetting. I'm wondering if there is anybody ells in there is anybody ells having the same problems right now? But this is it for me. Joining a few challenges and that's about it.