just me

This is my first time doing/using this website.
I am just going to make a quick entry on my issues and struggles so far. I am only 17 but I have been masturbating since I was 14. When I discovered this exercise I would only do it at max once a day. But since about 2015 I would at least masturbate 2 times a day, and it was only to pornography. But I had recently started to smoke a lot of weed and that does nothing but encourage me back into this circle of masturbation. It was only a few months ago I realised what I was doing and what it has caused me to do. Up until about the start of this month I have tried to cut down on masturbating. I find it hard because it's one of the only things I look forward to. But after going from at least twice a day masturbation to 0 I am really struggling. I have suffered to temptation 3 times already these last 2 weeks. It is really such a disgusting habit that I can't stop thinking about it sometimes but I really can't help it. Whenever I see or even think of an attractive woman my mind will automatically think about something sexual towards this thought. I've also heard that watching porn will cause erectile dysfunction, and I know that it has caused me to have social anxiety whenever I leave the house. (Should mention I am not usually a shy, quiet person).
So I know that was probably a mix of sentences there no real structure to it but I hope you understand me.
If anyone has any advice or me or is has gone down a similar path to me, I would be very happy to discuss it further.