Just me trying to be a better me.

Discussion in 'Women in Reboot' started by LittleMissMoonlyte, Aug 27, 2018.

  1. LittleMissMoonlyte

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    I don’t stress on the exact count I abstain. I just focus on today. Thinking beyond it causes me to stress too much, then the stress triggers my bad habits. I had a reset today. Less than 5 minutes and I couldn’t even continue. I was initially aroused at the thought and visuals but when reality set it I felt disgusted if I continue to watch. So I stopped. I don’t want to look back at my life and see all the time I wasted with bad habits. I’m really trying to change my life for the better. I want to focus on positive energy. PM just brings me negative energy and guilt.
     
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  2. Minsc

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    All we can really do is one day at a time. Keep at it, you're gradually moving forward.
     
  3. LittleMissMoonlyte

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    You’re correct. Moving forward.
     
  4. Maltheal

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    The fact that you’re thinking this way is actually the best step you made in this journey. Now your mindset is in the right path and it’ll help you get through this.
    You can and you will reclaim your life.
    Stay strong. We’re all here for you.
     
  5. LittleMissMoonlyte

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    Back to Day one. I got bored and lonely. And the door to my locked demons and vices flew open.. I relapsed. It wasn’t worth it. The post guilt wasn’t worth the short lived rush. I craved real attention and foolishly attempted to satisfy myself with Porn.
     
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  6. LittleMissMoonlyte

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    ** thanks
     
  7. Newgirl

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    You are so right it isn't worth our time the rush we get doesn't make up for the emptiness it leaves behind. Just dust yourself off and keep walking towards your goals :)
     
  8. GhostWriter

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    Perfect! That's the best method.
    Just roll over, get up, dust yourself off, and get back up on the saddle. Eventually, you're going to break this horse that is addiction.
    That's a better approach than trying to quit PMO. With that attitude, your life WILL change, and your PMO activities will die on the vine and fall by the wayside. Welcome. Just reach out if you need anything. Help will always be given to those who ask for it.
     
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