Today i got a ugly relapse... I was "half asleep" in the dawn and just MO. 6 hours later and I was PMOing hard on my computer. It was extremely awkward because I didn't have much control over my thoughts when i did it. Seemed like I was dreaming... At least I've got some interesting insights about my addiction and how I'll overcome it. This section also reminded how disgusting PMO is. Let's start again. My goal is to keep it "forever", don't PM or O till i get married. It's gonna be hard but may God have mercy upon my soul. Our Lady of the Light, pray for us!