Just a journal passing through

Discussion in 'Under 20' started by XXXBeloved, Sep 11, 2018.

  1. XXXBeloved

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    Day 0- welp day 0. First day of this journal.Im gonna follow my own guide to reach my goal and if it works I’ll post it for all to see.if it doesn’t scrap it and start over until I find one that works and post i. I HAVE TO REACH DAY 90 before New Years I refuse not to.my goal for now will be 15 days, my record(in 3 years, I know). My current triggers that I have noticed are wondering things like “is their porn on YouTube?” Or “ is their porn about water or air?” And many more stupid questions, being really bored and depressed and being in the bathroom with my phone or having my dick out with my phone in general.A hobby I want to focus on is reading especially since it pertains to school and I want/need high grades to get into the colleges of my choice, I already exercise and stretch but that’s about it I gotta incorporate many more god hobbies soon but I wanna take it one or two steps at a time.I plan to watch a lot of motivation/ life lessons videos and be on the forum a lot more for motivation and help.well that’s all for now, on to day 1
     
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    Day 1- everything’s good . Went to school, went to the park,hanged out with friends and now I’m doing my homework and don’t really have time for much else,not even gonna be able to stretch but that’s alright just to miss it one day. I gotta start working towards getting into a relationship but I really don’t have to cause it’s just high school and I’m 16 it doesent matter much but I’m a hopeless romantic and really horny so idk I’ll see where it goes
     
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    Day 2- REALLY shitty day, extremely shitty, cried in public, in-front of friends but I’m doing pretty good right now but it really demotivated me. Don’t even wanna goto school tomorrow even though I should, maybe I’ll get in the mood tomorrow to go or not who knows.
     
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    well gonna have to end this thread because. i have to use a alternate browser to access nofap because my porn blocker blocks it so im deleting the browser because its causing me to relapse so much
     

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