When I have more time I’ll post my background story. But I have been MO’ing most my life. Prolly started when I was around 11-12. Gradually worked my way up to PMO and have been doing that off and on for probably about 10 years. On 4/22 I said I was going to stop for good. On 5/23 I relapsed. 30 days. That’s a really long time for me. When I have been only about a week maybe two At the most. I haven’t yet had any PiED problems or anything. YET, if I continue down this path I know that’s a good possibility. I still get hard and aroused by my wife, however we don’t have sex often at all, and that’s why I have turned to pmo more I think. I’m mainly wanting to stop because I am a Christian male and I’m tired and down and depressed a lot. And I don’t want to sin a demoralize women in public. So, here we go again. Starting Day 1... pray for me. Wish me luck. I had some withdrawal symptoms pretty bad as far as anxiety stress depression and even more tiredness thsn usual the last 30 days. So now I have to start all over.