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17 days now... I'm having trouble falling asleep

 

I am in! Ready for a 90 day reboot.

 

let's do it guys!

 

Relapsed Sunday
Day 3 done. Next days will be more difficult. 90 days almost impossible. But we have to fight this addiction! Good night.

 

Day nine completed. Some thoughts and fantasy

 

Been a while since I came here, things have been a bit messy lately. But I'm back at day 9! Good to luck to everyone.

 

Day 5. So far, so good.

 

18 days... proud of myself lol

 

Fuck. I relapsed. But I will start again.

 

Still a good solid week of May left - you got this!

 

I relapsed back to 0

 

Restart with End examination

 

Day Six. Eager to make it a week.

 

I relapsed again. I just want to tell you about the problem: I had Sex with a girl, just for fun about a week ago.
Before that I did 45 days of no PMO. This was the trigger.
So, just for Info guys! I start again, it´s an addiction and I will not judge myself.

 

If you had sex I wouldn't count it as relapse. Sex with real women that is awesome.

 

No, I had sex with a girl and that triggered my porn addiction again, so I "really" relapsed
and watched porns again.

 

Relapsed yesterday. :-(

 

Yo man IM FUCKING BACK! I reached 60 days in the past, and relapsed and started choking my chicken again like a motherfumotherfuckerjcker, BUT FUCK IT.
MAXIMUM EFFORT MODE ON
IM GOING FOR THE 90 days BABY!
Thanks everybody !!!! I'll do my best. blessings to everyone

 

Guys this is a serious issue.It was for me as well but i have learned to handle it and move on.The urges and the temptation are huge and i mean it but you have to sustain it and keep moving forward otherwise you will be here for years saying that you reached x days and then relapsed.Find the root of the problem.What made you relapse?Was it the urges?For example let me tell you what happened to me last time i relapsed.I could handle the urges directly but my brain was telling me to do things that will not damage my journey.That little voice told me it is okay just undress and see how horny you are.Guess what happens next.Yes relapse and reset.

It is hard in the first few days but then the urges stop and leave you alone.But even if they do not you have learned to control yourself and you won't do anything stupid that will lead to a relapse.Whatever my brain was telling me to do i just said: "Yeah sounds like a good idea but I'm gonna have to pass the offer".Keeping yourself occupied helps a lot because when you are busy with something the urges usually don't strike you because you are focused on something else.Also you have to find another habit that drains you from your energy (like working out for example) so that you can "blow steam off" that way and maintain your path.

In the beginning i could not stop i felt like trapped but then i took the situation in my hands and told this habit to go away.Of course this happened after many attempts but i learned from my mistakes and moved on (even though it took me a while to learn from my mistakes but better late than never).It is all in your head trust me.There is no real need to PMO,it is just your brain trying to trick you because it was part of your routine so when you stopped your brain said "What the heck did you do we need that thing because it helps us don't you see?".After a while though the reality become clearer and clearer and you realize that you did not need it to "survive"

You are the sole "masters" of your brain.Don't let that habit take your place and seize control of you because no matter what you want to do it won't let you do it.You will always be like a child who needs his parents permission to do anything.You were like that for a long time and it is time you grow up and claim what belongs to you.

 

Day 10 gone. Thanks for this community