Since puberty at age 12, I looked at porn and jacked off almost every single day until March 29 of this year. My entire adult life has included porn every day, at some points nothing but video games, porn and sleep. For many of those years the porn I chose was extreme and violent. About two years ago, I even lost the shame I felt about porn addiction. It felt like porn was part of me and that I would be mentally helpless without it. Even when I climbed up out of vicious cycles of anxiety and started working on life goals, PMO would be waiting for me, promising quick and easy happiness. I failed on NoFap countless times. I generally would reach ~10 days before I was simply obsessed with sex and couldn't think about anything else. My sexual obsessions would disturb me and I would use PMO to make them go away. I would abandon NoFap for several years and then come back. Many users have commented that it is easier to stop with a change of environment. This has been key for me. I was able to stop for almost a month when I changed living environments in 2016, but eventually relapsed and was no longer able to maintain the willpower to return to NoFap. I returned to PMO every day until March 2018. No matter how many times you fall down, get up again. I am now receiving the support of a loving partner who understands that porn made me a pervert and is willing to meet my needs. I again moved into a completely new location. I keep myself moving and focusing on accomplishments and new goals. I felt the "superpowers" in 2014 and 2016 but not this time. This time it has been more like a steady gain in confidence as I realize that I have the willpower to stop PMO forever. I almost relapsed while on a trip to Russia, because I was extremely bored and drank some alcohol out of boredom -- drunkenness seems to make me hunger for porn very quickly. I lay in bed, thoughtlessly tried to pull up my favorite site on my phone, and was surprised to discover that Russia blocks porn sites. I googled it and discovered that their government's Internet agency tells users to "go outside and meet people." I was so surprised that the Russian government was making fun of my porn addiction that I actually felt ashamed and lost interest in porn. Thanks in part to Mr. Putin making me do a double-take during that moment of weakness, and otherwise thanks to the daily support of my beautiful girlfriend, I have not looked at any porn since March 29. My sexual obsessions come and go. Each time they go away I feel better and more confident.