It’s enough

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by nuelleraldrig, Oct 8, 2018.

  1. nuelleraldrig

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    Hi guys! I’ve been fighting to quit masturbation and porn some years now and always failed. I always come short and trick myself to masturbate and watch porn! This time will be my last and final try to quit. If I fail now I’ll never be able to quit. I am soon 22 years old and have never had a girlfriend. I’ve had sex once my whole life. I am now in desperate need to change my character and become someone in this life. I live in Sweden and Swedish time now is 23:35 and from 00:00 there is no more porn and masturbation in my life period. Forever!!! I’m posting this so I can comeback every singel day and write how my day has been and motivate myself to keep going. I am so sick of myself that I keep breaking my promises to myself on and on. I don’t trust myself anymore. I really need your support guys, I can’t do this alone.

    My gameplan will be:
    Wake up at 4 am every fucking day.
    No more hot showers. Cold showers like a real fucking viking from now on.
    Train everyday.
    No more edging.
    As soon as I feel temptation I will switch focus and do something else.
    Walk alot.
     
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  2. nuelleraldrig

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    So the Journey has begun. I’m really motivated for this and I will succeed. I want to be the best version I possibly can be. I want to become a great husband for my future wife.
     
  3. The Lone Ranger

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    Hello Mr. Nowornever! Yeah, you should be strict on your self and your behaviour. But don’t forget to reward your self when doing good as well. Try to fill your life with healthy lustful things. You have my support in this. It might seem as fapstronauts are something digital on a screen but you have to remember that we are all actual people choosing sobriety everyday. Now you are one of us and definitely not alone in this! Have a splendid first day of the rest of your life! (Yeah, I know it’s a cheesy expression but I think it’s fitting for this day). Good luck on your journey!
     
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  4. nuelleraldrig

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    Thank you sir! Right back at you. We can do this
     
  5. nuelleraldrig

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    First day done! I’m ready for you day 2.
     
  6. nuelleraldrig

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    Got up at 4 am and got a workout in. Now I’m ready to take on the day! I can do this!!!!!!!!
     
  7. nuelleraldrig

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    Goodmorning day 3. I’m ready for you. I will and I can.
     
  8. Mushybrain98

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    Keep going man, I know you can do it!
     
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  9. nuelleraldrig

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    Thanks man! We are stronger together!
     
  10. Uphillfighter22

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    You can do it bro. Your best days are still ahead! You are young and you want change! Awesome!
     
  11. nuelleraldrig

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    Thanks!! You can do it too!!
     
  12. nuelleraldrig

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    Day 3 has come to an end. I feel really good. I can do this!!!!!
     
  13. nuelleraldrig

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    Sleeping problem is a fact..
     
  14. nuelleraldrig

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    One day at a time! Full focus on each and every day.
     
  15. nuelleraldrig

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    Day 4 done! Felt super confident today. I feel so clean and without shame. I want to feel like this forever.
     
  16. mario48

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    Bro, I have been fighting this for three years, now I’m in day 80.
    The best thing is to pretend that you have gf, so everytime you think that you’ll go to porn, remember that I want to be the best version for and give her love.
     
  17. nuelleraldrig

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    Thanks for the tip man! Yeah i’m done with PMO now! There is no turning back no matter what! Have you experienced any benefits? You have come a long way brother!
     
  18. mario48

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    Yeah it been some like a roller coaster, some weeks confidence 1000 and alot of energy and morning wood, and some weeks like a zombie because of flatline. But in general, after day 60 and everyone says this, you think of porn for a bit then you get disgusted by how fake that shit!!
     
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  19. nuelleraldrig

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    Day 5 done. I feel so freakin good! I want to be the best version of myself. I Will never quit. Now or never
     
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