isn't this addiction terrifying?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Wario32, Dec 8, 2018 at 3:28 PM.

  1. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut

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    Just want to get this off my chest and rant a little, its ridiculous.

    Like last week was one of the hardest I had in a long long time, I was recovering after a reset.

    Had externally difficulty work week, my OCD increased and just having a hard time with brain fog.

    Now today after doing healthy actions those days like meditation, reading etc

    I feel better, but the mintue you start to feel good. The urgers comes back and it's like that awful week never happened.

    Doing PMO feels like the best thing in the world now.

    Fuck this addiction, fuck it to hell.

    Remind your self everyday how horrible it made you life, and how your better then it.

    This hamster wheel of stupidity is going to stop.
     
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  2. Ferangi12

    Ferangi12 Fapstronaut

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    I'm starting today because of how embarrassing it is. Because I've let down 2 sexual partners. Because I'm lonely and weird and addicted. I'm right there with you on your journey. LET'S FUCKIN DO THIS.
     
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  3. ras-tanura

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    Whenever I am unable to convince, to sell an idea, to succeed at work, to socialize and connect, to be spiritual, to be physically healthy, I'm terrified if PMO was the catalyst for all my failures. I'm scared how someone could recover... I don't know who I am without the PMO. Isn't that scary?
     
  4. goodguy1225

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    It is scary at first but try and flip your thinking...it’s exciting to find out who you really are...even if you’re not perfect and need to work on yourself, that’s perfectly okay...that’s life! I think a lot of us are afraid to fail and struggle with self confidence and self esteem, I know I do...and we use PMO as our escape since it’s easier than facing the struggles of life. But fuck that, that’s not living...we only get one life so let’s remove this fake internet way of living and enjoy real life. Yes it will be scary at first and the brain will try and push us back to what it’s use to and comfortable with, but we need to fight it. Figuring out who you really are and what you really truly enjoy is exciting, embrace it and be okay with being uncomfortable for awhile...the more time without P, and the more time exploring new healthy interests, the better you’ll feel.
     

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