Dear forum i have a question, so 2 days ago i couldn't sleep and i thinx i know why i noticed my mind wanted to thinx about lot of sex dreams and i noticed my penis constantlly was getting hard and i felt like i was going to cum. So i wanted to fight against it this resulted in me having less sleep because i constnatlly couldn't fall in sleep. So yesterday evening i decided to forget it and fuck it. and just let my mind go and then just let my penis cum by letting it go up and down in my pants. yes i purposlly ejaculated but i did so i can at least get some sleep is this a relapse?