Hey all! As a little background about me, I have been addicted to Pornography and Masturbation for the past 10 years and have actively been trying to quite for the past 4. The longest streak I ever went without porn was 6 months, but that was only possible because I also went off of all internet use during that time. Throughout my porn abstinence period I still masturbated about once a week. For obvious reasons I could not keep that lifestyle up indefinitely, but within a couple weeks of using the internet again I started watching Porn as well. For the last year I have really decreased the amount of porn that I watch to maybe 3 hours a week. Porn is not destroying my life by any means, but I do feel bad, lazy, depressed, etc. whenever I watch Porn. I know it is distorting my views of women and sexuality. Basically I see it as a vice in my life that I want to conquer once and for all. I probably view porn and masturbate 4-6 times a week for 15-30 minutes at a time. I have read up some on the science behind PMO and all of the ways to fight and combat urges. I have spent hours on nofap reading about other peoples stories. I have tried many different tactics to try and quite. I have three different content filters on my computer and use apple restrictions on my phone. I picked super long passwords that I would never remember, so I would literally have to reset my device in order to get rid of them. All of these methods have proven to be completely useless. For example, I found a way to access porn on my content restricted iPhone using the gmail app. A part of me is excited by the challenge of trying to hack a content filter, so in some ways they incentivize me to search for porn. On the other hand, when I didn't have the filters I would watch porn more because of the easy access. I honestly don't know how to deal with this issue. Maybe content filters are just not useful and I should spend my energy focusing on other things. Yesterday I committed myself to a 30 day challenge. I was feeling all good about myself until Bang! I relapsed not even 28 hours later. I was feeling so confident about myself I never would have thought I was going to relapse. It started with me reading a book review that got me watching a movie trailer that had a sex scene in it and at that point I gave in. I found the hardest core porn on YouTube I could and watched it for about 15 minutes until I masturbated. I feel so baffled now by my lack of self control. It is as if my brain turns off all forms of logical reasoning as soon as I see a half naked women. Why can I not quite? At this point I am not sure it is even possible to quit PMO. Please share your insights.