I know that every day without PMO is still a victory, and I'm not looking to discount my own goals and successes, or those of anyone else, but sometimes I just get disgusted with the complacency I see and feel. It's like we don't care about actually recovering and being free from PMO, so long as we're "making progress." We pat ourselves on the back and say, 'well, I had a good streak that time.' and then we don't do anything different to be better. Sorry for the rant; I know I've said stuff like this before. Today is day 7 for me, and lately I've been relapsing every 2-4 days, so when I felt just a small urge this morning, I caught myself counting the days to see if it would be "acceptable" to relapse today. It just frustrates me that all my promises and resolutions crumble so easily, and this post is a way to help strengthen them.