Is anyone else completely obsessed with all this stuff?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by skaterdrew, Jun 16, 2019.

  1. skaterdrew

    skaterdrew Fapstronaut

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    I think about giving up porn/artificial sexual stimulation morning noon and night, thinking am I doing it correctly, studying it all ext. Basically it is always on my mind.

    I already suffer with obsessive compulsive disorder as it is anyway. I have always been a big obsesser. But being so obsessed with all this stuff is really getting to me sometimes. It feels like this stuff is running my life to some extent. The problem with me though is when I stop obsessing about something it's as if I drop my guard.

    So yeah I don't know if anyone else feels like this? If I am being honest with you I am quite sick of obsessing about all this stuff.
     
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  2. To answer your question... I log in here at 4am or so before work and as soon as I get home after. I don't have OCD but I sure do obsess about porn, sex etc. I'm making it my business to be ultra involved here and be thinking about recovery constantly.
     
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  3. skaterdrew

    skaterdrew Fapstronaut

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    Does it no really get to you though? But like you say you don't have ocd so maybe not.
     
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  4. krdt

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    As I approach my 1 month nofap, i find my need to login here diminishing. In the beginning when I was a mess and decided to change I was here everyday, multiple times a day researching like crazy.

    Get started on the journey if you havnt already. And perhaps channel that obsessiveness into something positive like obstaining.
     
  5. Oh yeah, it gets to me man... When urges hit they last HOURS. I've found it the same with all drugs; most people say urges last 10-20 minutes, for me it's literally 3-5 hours worth of obsessive rumination. I'm a schizoid which includes some obsessive and autistic (perseverative,) features, but I CBF adding the idea of OCD to the list of shit I'm working on ;)
     

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