I think about giving up porn/artificial sexual stimulation morning noon and night, thinking am I doing it correctly, studying it all ext. Basically it is always on my mind. I already suffer with obsessive compulsive disorder as it is anyway. I have always been a big obsesser. But being so obsessed with all this stuff is really getting to me sometimes. It feels like this stuff is running my life to some extent. The problem with me though is when I stop obsessing about something it's as if I drop my guard. So yeah I don't know if anyone else feels like this? If I am being honest with you I am quite sick of obsessing about all this stuff.