My girlfriend has broken up with me 60 days ago. She suffered from depression and was in such bad shape mentally, that a breakup was the only way for her to recover. I respect her decision as I was also mentally affected by her mental state. We were together for 5 years. I am not waiting for her to come back Since the breakup, I have tried a bit of dating apps, but I don't really feel like dating anyone. I feel like I must heal from the previous relationship and also heal from PMO. Is this normal? I feel somehow that it's wrong that I don't have an interest in women at the moment? After the breakup, I have seriously been feeling my low self-esteem and I feel that I will never find a girl again (but now I'm not really interested in girls atm). My biggest goal is, therefore, to feel real inner confidence and start believing in myself. In the next 3 months, I will try to embrace opportunities and say yes to any social event that opens up for me, but I feel I have let go of the chase of a new girl. I feel very confused about my emotions right now.