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Injury from masturbation

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Witchetty_Grub, Apr 23, 2018.

  1. Witchetty_Grub

    Witchetty_Grub Fapstronaut

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    Alright so for almost a whole week since Monday, I've been surfing online looking for what is wrong with my penis

    On April 13, 12-1 am I was engaged in a masturbation session. I had absolutely no problems with my groin before that. I've been fapping since I hit 12, and I am 25 atm.

    Anyways, that night, I was playing COD:WWII whilst under the infulence on alcohol and cannabis. (I drink occasionally, yet I smoked marijuana since 2014; Been smoking nearly every day since 2017; every weekend from 2015-2016) Around midnight, I decide to masturbate. Can't remember if I did a few hours ago before that.

    Sometimes, whenever I'm high or crossfaded it takes me around 40-50 mins to masturbate. Normal sessions are half an hour at max.

    So anyways, my session took almost an hour. A few minutes before climax, I felt a painful sore on top of my left testicle. (The high one) Then after the session, I continued playing my game. And from then until I went to sleep, I felt the sore resonating almost every 30 secs. I assumed that I just tapped it.

    The next morning, the sore was gone, but left a tight sensation right between my left leg and groin along with soreness around my kidney area.

    Next to days where just tightness between left leg and groin.

    The next day, I woke up with barely enough sleep. Not from injury, but procrastination. The tightness began to resonate throughout my groin and started getting close to my upper thigh.
    No pain, just tightness. When to work for 8 hours until 10:30 pm with both legs tired. I made sure not to put too much strain on my injury during work. Left leg feeling more tired than usual.
    So I decided to look up symptoms, but got stuff related to testicular tortion and whatnot. I began to panic, but not anxiety panic. More like, nervous "I'm fucked and am about to shit myself" panic. Search through my med insurance documents and decided to set up an appointment the next day.

    I could've gotten urgent care, but my family was dealing with enough shit like getting immigration papers, planning a funeral for a relative, and I also owed them around $800 for being behind on expences and overdraft fees. I also didn't trust them with my issue. They already have enough shit.

    Anyways, the next morning, I set my doctors appointment three days until today. My left leg felt more tired than usual. The tightness began to resonate further into my left leg.
    Leg still felt tired, so I assumed it was due to less blood circulation. I used a heater to warm it up.

    The next day, the soreness returns to my kidney area. Later, around night time, I began to feel a tingling sensation in my right testicle. A gentle sore tingling sensation; not as painful as the time of injury.

    The next day, both areas between my legs and groin feel a tingling sensation.
    Like when your foot is about to go to sleep and you feel these small pricks poking you. The sensation started to spread further into my thighs, but not all around. As the day went on, my penis started to feel dysfunctional. As in it cannot get erect on its own and feels smaller than usual. Both testicles feel gentle sore. (Again, not like time of injury)
    Tried testing erection, but takes a bit more to develop. THAT'S WHEN MY ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION BEGAN.

    Now today, I woke up with the tingling sensation reaching up from the bottom of my penis. I'm starting to feel the sensation more into my thighs, and my left ass cheek close to my anus started to feel sore. (I'm staring to assume that it may have affected my Prostate) Luckily, the doctors appointment was today.

    I explained to him everything and he tells me to give it a while for the injury to recover. And that for now that I should cut back on masturbation. (Not like I have a problem with that at this point; I think it may have affected my urges or prostate)

    Since my erectile dysfunction, I can barely sleep, yet stay actively awake. (probably my developed anxiety over my injury) I now solder sleep instead of sleeping on my side and no longer hug my pillow for comfort, like I used to for awhile. (an emotional problem that just went away) I know longer have peace of mind knowing that I might have permanently damaged my penis and have no answers to my problem.

    I don't give a shit about masturbation anymore. I no longer have any urges so it's not a problem. I feel even worse now since before my injury, I'm having trouble maintaining a job, recently got in a car accident, I can barely hang out with my friends because they're mostly busy and I live a couple countys away with my mom and step-dad with no one to hang out, failed a lot of shit. I never even had a GF, and I feel that I never will due to my current condition. Worst case may be that I made myself sterile.

    I've been trying to look for a urologist for answer, but cannot find one under my insurance. Even worse, I owe money to my parents and they're under financial issues as well. They recently had a for a relative and it was a pain in the ass for them to get the money for it.

    Before my injury, I was suffering from anxiety and panic attack from my personal financial issues. I felt distain and envy for my peers due to lack of personal talent and ambition. I felt depressed, lonely, and bitter for not having a SO to express my emotional feelings to. (hence the pillow hugging for comfort; I no longer feel any comfort or desire from it)

    Now I feel even fucking worse, hopeless, and I don't know wtf to do anymore.
    I just want to fix my injury problem so I can get on with my life.
    I already came to terms with my masturbation problem, and will commit to it to improve my lifestyle (I'm already scared shitless enough for motivation), but won't mean shit if I can't get my injury healed.

    PLEASE HELP. I'M FUCKING DESPARATE.
     
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  2. u376

    u376 Fapstronaut

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    Last September I was diagnosed with kidney stones
    And you will be shocked to know that masturbation can even lead to kidney stones
    Now I am 137 days without masturbation
     
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  3. Witchetty_Grub

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    @udit thakur
    Oh, shit! that sounds terrible

    What kind of doctor did you go with?

    I should get myself checked for those as well
     
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  4. u376

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    stone is in both kidneys........but thank god size is very small
    its 4.5 mm in right and 2.7 mm in left
    pain of stones occur at lower back side......its like something got stuck kind of feeling
    but leave it............you should take care of yourself.........consult with another doctor if this persist
     
  5. nomo

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    Can you provide a reference that "masturbation can even lead to kidney stones?" - This is the first I've heard of this and I've researched Kidney stones because I had one. Nobody in the medical community that I spoke to or researched has ever sited masturbation as a cause for kidney stones.
     
  6. u376

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    Sorry for your troubles, I would make that my rock bottom and start fresh with a new day and do just one or two things everyday to improve your situation. There is hope but you need to put your self in position to see that hope. It takes work and patience but if you decide what you want and work toward it ...your life will change. That is all any of us can do....decide I can do better and i will do better. Only you can decide what that is!
     
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  8. Suhayb

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    Hey bro am dealing with this same issues now, I need your help. How are u doing
     
  9. The_Inevitable

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    Hey bro how are you doing now. Did the kidney stones cause any trouble erecting?
     
  10. u376

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    no it does not cause any trouble erection wise......recently i got ultrasound and both kidneys have 4mm stones.....but when it pains i feel nausea and weakness sometimes
     
  11. Have the doctors given you any treatment for them? Lithotripsy is an option at this stage.
     
  12. u376

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    actually between this span of two years stone from my left kidney got removed......but now again it has formed....and i am taking ayurvedic syrup now
     
  13. Do you know why they are forming so soon? Do you drink enough water? Ayurvedic medications aren't very helpful in this regard, I believe.
     

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