Increased number of emotional and sexual dreams?

Well my dreams normalized. Cant say completely because i always had weird dreams, even as a kid (including severed heads etc, nothing related with sex). Also i had sexual dreams which were well, lets say not normal. They included women often but most of time i had dreams of watching porn and masturbating, how fucked up is that?
Recently i had a dream in which i dance with girl in open field both dressed in traditional Russian costumes, by the way i am not Russian . She was strong and taller than me but with beautiful face. As we were spinning in one moment we fell on the ground and i fell on top of her. She frowned and i got confused, then we rolled and that's where i woke up. That was most normal dream including girls since, hm, well since i can remember.
I do not have strong boners in the morning, i got them during night. I think that every time when i wake up in the middle of the night it is up.

 

#1. Yes I have. Sexual that is.
#2. I enjoy them.
#3. Prevent dreams ? Sure , don't sleep .


You friends was right , kind of. You're obsessing over the fact that you're "lonely" ,as you put it , dream of something you want - a girlfriend - and then get depressed because it's a dream on not reality.

I'm not entirely sure why you don't just go out , meet people ,stop being lonely and get a girlfriend , but yeah.

I know people say "it's easier said than done" , but that's not true. It really is as easy. The only reason why it seems hard is because it's new , different. You're probably not that outgoing and the entire idea scares you.

Like other (most) changes , it takes some time before you get comfortable. At which point you're gonna realize that pushing through was one of the best decisions you ever made.

 

You should do things that fulfill you and satisfy you at the same time. Yes wanting someone is completely natural and desirable but natural is also to feel completely confident with yourself by yourself (and of course i do not include masturbation here). If you do not have passions try to discover them. Maybe growing plants (legal ones ), learning a language, programing, music etc. For example currently Im learning German, javascript, work out every day, refreshing my knowledge of HTML and CSS, i got two websites and from time to time i record radio show for my followers. I should maybe try to continue my Hungarian but there is no proper course out there. And at this point i suppose that i got enough activities to fill my day.
Just DO NOT let those other things become central in your life specially if you want girl that bad. I mean there is nothing wrong with being alone if you want to but most of people need someone and obviously so do you. You just need some distraction to suppress it a bit so it wont be that BIG problem which stops you to do anything else.

 

This stuff sometimes happens.

If I see something that really turns me on, I could get so horny that I actually get depressed.